Equality is never in my dictionary.

Equality is never in my dictionary. cos i am a living example.

---quoted by NA WEN LIN

I don't believe that there's equality between boys and girls.
i still strongly believe that guys are still having priority over girls at a typical chinese family.
cos i am a living example.

i seriously did not want to blog about this and wanted to blog all the happy and interesting things that happen today in school and outside school.
but this thing is burning within me.

every single time when he makes mistake, he was let off lightly.

every single time, when we are quarreling, i will be the one that have to give way.

every single time, when i am wronged, i never had a chance of defending myself cos he will just use his bloody tears to get off easily.

every single time, when he gets good results, you all seemed to be worshiped like a god but for me, it seems to be like "i thought you could even better than this?! Go and study now."

every single time, he makes a minor contribution to the family, all of you praised him till i see a red carpet waiting before him.

every single time, when he was only having a slight fever or cough, all of you would be like so anxious and worried.
but when the same situation happened to me, it was like nothing, not even a word of concern. i think even my cadets can console me better than you do during firedrill.


for whatever i do, be it right or wrong, i will always be the one getting scolded.
for the slightest and small contributions i made to the family, i was never recognized.

Is that what you call equality?
Is that what you call an equal share of love?

This time round, the ice-cream and loud music method doesn't even seemed to work.
i seriously need to find new ways to chill.

"To us the only freedom is dating; the final choice is up to our parents.

--- So Yi Jung, Boys Over Flowers

went school today.
it turns out that quite a number of HCL students nvr attend school ytd.
hehe:)
and apparently i am one of them.
and shi jia did not go school today! :(
all of us sort of guessed that she ponned.
then i asked her the reason. and she said that she went to pray.
geesh. i totally did not expect that answer, totally.

as usual, huiyan played songs thru her tpc...
then we started chit-chatting and eugenia & i introduced huiyan a cantonese song.
its actually 好心分手.
its really nicee! :)

after tt, we started discussing about old songs.
we even watched MVs by 小虎队 and Aaron Kwok.
its damn hilarious when they had all the old-school dance moves.

time past really fast.
then had a bit of amath.
then lessons were over! :)

went to TA with MX to get my freaking charger fixed.
i wanted to get both my batteries replaced at first.
but it was like chipped.
so the person was like telling me "Sorry, we cant change that."
then i was like a bit pissed.

i was like telling him that both my batteries can only stand for 5 mins??
and my charger cant charged?!
am i supposed to threw my tablet to the drain?!?

then in the end, after longggggg period (those who have been to the TA, would totally understand what am i talking about. like seriously.)
the fujitsu guy finally said that he will get my charger replaced.
thank goodness.

MX and i head for home.
and we were surprised to see amanda still arnd at the bus-stop as class ended like and hr ago.
then on the way back, as usual, amanda and i were totally competing abt my KIM BUM and her sung min.
we get MX to choose and of course, she chose my beloved KIM BUM!!!
hehe:)

amanda, i think the challenge of our idol is like "infinity V.S. 1" !!!
(and of course my KIM BUM is the one that is infinity. and i have totally no offence to all the super junior fans out there. just in case i would be dead the nxt morning after this post is published.)

we continued to fan-girl throughout our train journey.
three of us were laughing really hard when i told them that 模范7棒's new grp name is 超克7 (Choc7)!
i actually like them & will support them.
its just that their name is too wierd. :(
we even came out with like mar-shi-me-lu-8, etc.

get home.
slacked.
decided to read fanfic! :D
of course read my SoEulmates' fanfic larh.
it's really nice and touching.
link:
A Second Shot At Love

okies.
shall end now.
just remembered that i actually got a geog test on friday upon reminder by shi jia.
and i have to do my chinese homework.
ciao!

Stalight tears

i will be waiting for you.
eventhough these tears of pain will never fade away...

did not attend sch today.
sick.tired.lifeless.

did a little bit hw.
here and there.
then went to facebook to do quizzes.

you let me realise that love is like a lie.
but i find it hard to let it go...

APPRECIATION!

it has been a while since i used wretch.
and i have decided to come back to blogger for a change.

IT WAS STEP-DOWN PARTY TODAY!
hehe:)
thanks squadmates, sec 3s, sec 2s and last but not least, my cutest sec 1s!!!

I LOVE ALL THE PREZZIES!

will post a more detailed post on this step-down party when all the pics are ready! :)
i have enjoyed myself in this party!
it is really memorable!

lurbbs all of you!
*muacks*