Sixteen years passed. Are you sure you really know what i am thinking?

i'm only left with 15 mins to blog:(

life's pretty tough for me for the past 3 days.
I'm currently working in PoMo.
(okay, i know this place may sound a little strange for some ppl, some may even think that is there such place? the answer is YES.)

Thanks to pling's recommendation, I'm working in a nail parlour called "Whoosh!"
the first 2 days was pretty easy.
even saw artise like Mi Lu Bing and Cao Guo Hui.
but ytd was horrible, damn a lot of customers.
some still show that freaking attitude!
having said that, there was one customer who's really niceeee:)
I really wanna thank her!:)

after knowing that i'm a newbie, she said that she's really willing to let me try on her. (like help her put one the base coat and massage)
one of her sentences actually brighten my day and made me remember vividly.
she said that "不要因为你的帮人家洗脚，帮人家涂指甲油就感到自卑，那也是一份值得尊敬的工作." (translated: Don't think by washing other's legs or helping them to put on the nail polish is something shameless and thus feel bad about it. It's still a job that earns respect by others.)

OMO OMO OMO.
Damn niceee can?!?
Not sure if she's a 算命师, I really felt bad when I have to wash the customers' legs and putting nail polish on them from the start of the day. It made me feel like a servant. I used to be the one being served. But now, I have to served others.

But after hearing what she said, i gained confidence.
It's true. I'm doing a decent job.
Not something shameless.

But after I reached home ytd, mummy started to groan and moan how she dislike me to be in the nail parlour.

Even a stranger can stand in my shoes and think about it.
As a mother, how come she cannot do the same?
I'm doing some decent job, not as if like some shameless stuff right?
How come you never understand?
Even Dad supports me.
How come you just cannot accept it that i'm doing in a nail parlour?

Do you really understand me?

My heart beat twice when i see you

came back from china.
had drama spree.
surfed the net.
really tired.

Will blogged all about China trip later.





你为什么不能彻底的离开我?
面对漫长的等待，我终于决定放弃你了。
但你为什么要在这一个时候出现在我的面前?
都已经过了那么久的时间，面对你我依然还是感到心动的感觉。
我不知道该如何是好了...