Hours of chat, with only one thought in mind.

I'm glad that you were the last person i talk to before i sleep.

You just made my day complete.

Will you appear in my dreams? ♥♥♥

Restless

I am getting really restless.

I cant focus in studying or even actually starting revision.

And, I dunno the reason why.

I do not have the courage to tell you. That heart represents something.

It's Valentine's Day today! (:

Received prezzies and handmade food today! ^^

They say love is only a word until you find someone who gives it a definition. When will you give me mine?

有人说暗恋也许是一种美丽的痛苦。

也许我们之间，只能维持着这样的关系--朋友。

我好像能确定我有那么一点喜欢你，那么一点对你动心。

爱上你不需要任何的理由，可惜你永远都不会懂。

You confused me.

what was that for again? and from who? you lost me again;

Why do you have to do this all the time?

I was just about to convince myself that it was just another illusion,

when you blurred the line;

once again.

I wonder if he knows that he's all i think about at night.

that you might actually like me.

it has been a long time since i blog.

i'm making an excuse(s) here; busy with school work, PW, dramas..............

just changed my blogskin and revamped my profile page.

i love the new fuction whereby one can show & keep the profile page((((:

currently doing preparation for Shanghai OELP trip.

instead of finding more info about my pre-trip presentation and send it to shawn, i'm blogging :P

i gotta admit, it is difficult finding such info. *grrrr*

had fun for the past few days such as meeting up with pling & mx for mahjong and going to sentosa with A2 gals! ^^

have been very lazy this few weeks since i started watching IRIS.

abandoned this blog, my fanfic, plans for photography competition and the heaps of homework.

i guess it is the best just to lay down on my cozy bed and watch dramas (:

gotta start loooooooking for info before shawn holds a dagger & start killing me.

ciao.

I am shocked. I am heartbroken. But, I will move on.

This morning, I was in canteen with A2 girls after PE.

I switched on my lappie, logged on to FB and saw a breaking news.

like literally a breakinggg news of Jonghyun dating with Shin Se Kyung.

I couldn't believe it! I was like screaming!

I mean jonghyun-oppa is like dating someone, for real.

And, there weren't any precursors before this news.

It was seriously a big hoo-hah for me and peeps in school.

It really gotten me lil crazy since I kinda cannot get over it.

And, I was ranting everyone I know, telling them about this as well as on FB.

Some people won't get it why are we like this.

And I saw some comments saying that we Shawols are crazyy and blah blah blah.

I mean we really like SHINee, that's why we ARE feeling sth about this.

In my opinion, I feel that every Shawol has the right to feel heartbroken, sad, angry, pissed off, and whatsoever.

I mean at least for today.

I don't believe for all the fangirls out there, when your favorite idol is dating someone else, you can keep so calm and let it be so quickly.

Stop lying.

We, Shawol, had all sorts of feelings right now cos we really like our idols.

So those non-shawols out there, stop writing such hurtful comments out there.

But, I would not stop loving SHINee because of this thing.

I will still support SHINee.

I do agree with those who said that "it is their life", "if you really like them, you should allow them to love someone else too", etc.

But please, at least for the next 24 hours, just allow all the shawols to pour out their feelings.

I know to others it may sound totally insane, we are all just selfish and idiotic and childish.

Just like one of those genuine Shawols, we will definitely moved on, grow up and still give SHINee our support.

Can those stupid idiots just gave all the shawols at least 24 hours to rant over this thing?

I may be shocked.

I may be pissed off.

I may be heartbroken.

And, the recipe for that?

A few drops of tears.

A few pieces of tissues.

A few words of vulgarities.

The product?

"I'LL MOVED ON. "

I've moved on. I will still support them (including their gfs and future gfs if sudden news popped out again).

But, some ppl just irks me when they pretend to be saint, teaching me what i shld be.

Everyone has a different loving approach.

And, stop thinking that yours the best, cos it isnt.

I'm happy for jonghyun also, seeing him smiling so happily with his loved one.

it is just that some of the shawols needa more time to digest this breaking news.