My tears drop unknowingly

眼泪现在不需要理由的滑落，因为我再也找不到快乐的理由...


many things happened at home once again.
my tablet was confiscated
and i am using my desktop secretly now.
screwed my papers.
and i cant find the way out of all confusion.
tmr's bio and geog P1.


i am starting to hate myself...

okay, i am just back from my english tuition.
have nt revised for my upcoming mids as well.
tmr is chem paper.
and i have a feeling tt i am screwing tt up too!:(

had Amath paper 2 and history paper on friday.
Amath was tougher than expected.
i think i lost damn a lot of marks already:X
lotsa stuff is not tested in paper 2 and i hoping tt paper 1 wont be a killer.
history was equally bad.
i chose cold war for SEQ, and i crapped a lot just to finish it up.

should study chem paper lerhz!:(
its terrible to have mids after the june hols.
it is certainly a big mistake:X

Tag Replies
Serena: updated lerhz! :) and if you got prob in chinese, i would try my very best to help you:) and i agree that the lyrics of 交换日记 is written really well.

Amanda: let's screw tgt bahs! but i cant even finish the paper... i think i am more screwed than you bahs:(

Pling: okay okay! i am proud of you le larh:) continue to support ur SJ bahs!:) you shld have bought more "expensive" albums long ago to give ur support!

going to study history in a while.
so this post should be rather short.

went back to school to take Emath Paper 2 and Physical Geog Mids.
okay.
i think i seriously screwed up both papers:X
everyone finished their geog, but i did not:(
and my LORMs are like crap.
totally felt that my time is wasted on studying geog lerhz:(

just finished watching Atashinchi no Danshi!
the ending is brilliant! :)
LOVE IT!

Sho and Chisato really love each other.
just that they did not get tgt though:(

also finished watching FIRST KISS few days ago!;)
another nice jdrama!
at first, i thought it was just so-so, but as i watched, it gets nicer and nicer:)
and Dr. Yuki and Mio is so cute tgt!

ciao!

the H1N1 results are out.
we ARE NOT getting our extra one week extension of holidays:(
this is bad, like really bad.
an extra week is very useful for ppl like me who needs to chiong her homework and revision!

went to JE Library with Chyeling today.
went there before 10 and it was already filled with like 20-30 ppl, standing infont of the door.
it totally looks like the scenes in dramas whereby all the "oba-sangs" will be very kiasu outside the supermarket door, waiting to chiong in to grab the supermarket's greatest deal.
i was amazed by the scene, like seriously.

got our seats pretty soon.
started studying geog while listening to songs!;)
met lotsa crescentians in JE.
everyone chiong-ing to study~!

both of us studied really hard, silently.
it was also very coincidental wherby both of us listened to the same song when we are studying despite not telling the other party to do so.
and the song is 张芸京-你飞吧 !!!
i love this song now after listening to upteen times to 黑裙子and 让我照顾你!
personal favourite now!:)

there are also times when our minds get really saturated with work.
so we watch a few vids to relax a bit.
we watched 恋のABO by NEWS and One Drop by KAT-TUN!
both are nice MVs!!!

times flies and it was around 5 plus when we left the library to cd-rama before heading back home tgt!

we were like searching through the various albums when chyeling found sth.
to us, both shocking.
she found NEWS 恋のABO singles lying on the racks, hiding behind some unknown jpop singer.
both of us got really high!
we totally did not expect cd-rama would bring in their newest singles!!!

the best part is that it is not expensive:)
its like only 15.90!
which includes 3 songs and video clips from their Winter Diamond Party in Tokyo Dome.
immediately, we bought the albums!
we are really curious to find wad the lyricsbook looks like, so we started unwrapping the albums on the way back home.

the pictures looked awesome~
and it is really sweeeet of them to put the chinese version and romaji lyrics.
the previous album, pacific, did not have the romanji version lor:(
really satisfied with our find:)
bus-ed home really happy!

watching the videos now!
some of them are really cute.
its just a pity that all the clips are not subbed:(
so i dunno what are they talking:X
loading the subbed version on youtube now.

oh mans, this is actually the 3rd post for today!
bye ppl!
YAMAPI STILL LOOKS CUTE WITH HIS SLIGHTLY WIERD HAIRSTYLE:)

Tag Replies:
Amanda: 让我照顾你 is definitely nice! but you should re-listen 你飞吧 instead! It is awesome!

I have been repeatedly playing Lollipop's new album, 我是传奇:)
I am quite satisfied with this album as it is no longer those cute cute songs.
It is much more mature and the best part is that there are lots of slow love songs this time round:)
I have also found out that most of the songs are being composed by lollipop! :)

Overall ratings: 9/10

1. 我是传奇
this is their 第一波主打!
when i listened the first time, i did not really like it.
but after repeat playing, i love this song:)
the chorus is also easy to remember!
the MV was like totally awesome!!!!!!

2. 夏日恋爱
it is about summer love.
not bad.
with much vibrant in it!
its just like the sequel of 夏日初体验.

3. 综艺咖
okay, this is a song written by aoquan.
it is a very cute song.
but it does not really interest me.

4. 说说
OMG OMG OMG!
this song is totally the best when i first heard their album!
my current favourite!
both the lyrics and music is by WangZi!
wangzi started off really nice:)
i feel that the lyrics is really nicely written.
i personally love the following lines:

"下課鐘聲回蕩耳邊　沉沒夕陽倒映我臉
互傳紙條的那畫面　消失斑斕光線

秋天氣息感染樹葉　泛黃照片還放桌前
操場上的那些麻雀　隨楓葉紛飛

我們曾經說好的幸福永遠　一直藏在書包的拉鏈
多麼希望回到那年　我們寫的詩篇"

and when wangzi ended off with, 謝謝你曾經陪著我　說著我們幸福　的經過.

5. 交换日记
it is a solo song by xiao yu!:)
as expected, it is also a nice song done by xiao yu!
compared to 说说, 交换日记 this song seems to be a little more sad.
"桌上那本泛黃日記　是曾經的回憶
第一頁寫滿幸福約定　屬於彼此的甜蜜"

"為何我們之前有阻礙　幸福結果不夠圓滿
放手是妳給我的答案"

6. Loga Loga
THIS IS A SOLO SONG BY WEILIAN!
oh mans, i was like totally shocked!!!
weilian is actually getting a solo!!!
the song is cute in between when ah wei's voice appeared!
he was like 你們兩個 請叫我 愛的鋼琴手還有 廖威廉 有我在的一天 你休想獨立SOLO一首歌 哈哈哈..."
hehe:P
i think its not bad.
just that it may not be that kind of song that i would listen like 24/7
*apologies to weilian fans*

7. 冲破封锁线
it is more like a rock song.
not bad!
if it was to shoot into a MV, i think it will also be really shuai bahs!!!

8. 少了你的房间
as the name suggests, it is another sad love song.
it has a little different from 交换日记.
perhaps because it is not just a solo song, the harmonizing part by lollipop was done nicely!
love love!!!

9. 吵闹的沉默
ANOTHER FAVOURITE!!!
i think it is like talking a bit like when couples 冷战 and finally they found out that the love between them subsides gradually.
i love the lyrics!
very meaningful!

"我很害怕這最吵鬧的沉默　會觸動了你和我　最難過和孤單的時候
多年以後　該不該說出口　那短暫的等候　其實留下傷口"
and this part "天橋上的情侶看似溫柔甜蜜 其實那份熱情早已經隨淚痕漸漸抹去"
awww!
so bittersweet:)

10. One Way
this song is also nicee!:)
it is not as fast as 我是传奇!
neither as slow as the other love songs in the album.
it has a special feel to it!
i love this too!

(songs bold in red means that it is a "die-die also must listen!" )

hope everyone can spend time listening to their new album:)

FINALLY FINISHED EDITING MY NEW BLOGSKIN!
i have changed a new blogskin and added much more things to it:)
actually i wanted to put music, but always only 30 secs.
so damn fed up lerhz, so put up the link of it instead:X

its like so fast past 12 lerhz!!!
oh mans.
exams are really like few days away!
and i am srsly not prepared:(

Tag Replies:
Pling: will think of u constantly:)
Serena: continue popping by! changed a new blogskin, comment!
Amanda: wow! u tagged 5 tags at a go! and i totally agree that 破天荒 is cute, 让我照顾你 is sweet and touching! AND I STILL FEEL THAT JING IS BETTER THAN M!!!

had been sick for the past few days.
high fever, cough and flu, all in one.
so sry peeps if i dun reply ur msg or ignore u on msn (despite i am "on9")

getting better, thus here blogging.
just tried very hard to do my amath hw.
left with like around 20 questions! (out of the 80 qns given)
did 3/4 lerhz! will chiong the rest after blogging.

actually wanted to blog abt this pretty long ago.
its that i found a new love:)
that is JING! 张芸京!!!
she's super duper cute!
and her voice is just amazing!
love her love her!!!
watched some of her related vids previously.
really amazing voiceeeeee~!

during her competition, she sang impressively well! :)
desptite she was being 淘汰 out once!!! :(
thank god there was the revival round to pull her back!

and after 破天荒 is released, i love all her songs in it! :)
i am currently in love with her 让我照顾你!

[many of jing's fans will find it ridiculous as all this thingy is like 1000 yrs ago kind of thing, but this is b'cos i am newbie of being jing's fan! i only start to notice her when she released her album, especially when i heard 黑裙子!]

nxt up, its that i finally watched LOLLIPOP's newest MV-我的传奇!
it is one of the songs in their upcoming album that is already released.
and they are definitely having their asia tour concert! :)

however, i did not pre-order this time round for 3 simple reasons.
1. NO MONEY!
2. I think they are coming to SG to have their auto session, so dun think need to pre-order the auto version. (i am hoping that they are coming after my Os!)
3. cd-shops are selling their albums at a relatively cheaper price than those on blogshops.

This MV's not bad!
really unique with all the space kind of effect.
looking forward to their new album in SG, and i will buy to support! :)
(you see, i am still a loyal fan of bbt! :) )

okay!
ciao people! :)
wanna finish up my 20 qns asap!!!!!!

hehe!
it is like 15 mins b4 my bio tuition.
but nvm, still, i shall blog!

actually these few days, have been hooked up to 2 jdramas!
one of them is Atashinchi no Danshi and the other is Mei-chan no Shitsuji.

BOTH DRAMAS ARE FANTASTIC!



Atashinchi no Danshi!

i love how Maki acts! :)
its quite interesting to see Maki to be a mother of 6!
the more i think some of them are older than her larh!
it's interesting!
and Chisato and Sho, this pair is getting exciting! :)



Mei-chan no Shitsuji!

after watching Mei-chan, i feel like having a butler too!
just too bad that i am not a daughter of a rich family!
and i love the last ep! :)

ciao!
i think my tuition teacher is coming...

today went to sch for lessons for only 1 hr on Amath.
went home.
slacked. for the whole of 1st week larh! :(
totally do not have the urge to study leh.
i am supposed to study bio now but cant study leh:(

dating back this week...

4th June '09
yeps. MX's bdae.
the long awaited day.
the 7 of us (MX, chel, SJ, jy, pling, mandy, me) went to kbox to celebrate her bdae! :D
i sang loads and loads of songs!
the whole day was just damn exciting!
when we played truth or dare.
and of course pling's SPECIAL present to MX.
it's really really special...
totally enjoyed kbox-ing! :)
we took these 2 pics outside the kbox with eugenia's instax! :)



6th June ‘09
Chyeling’s bdae eve.
This is like 2 bdae’s in a week.
Celebrated her bdae at Swensens in PS.
Ate loads of food of course!

Wanted to catch a movie.
But thr’s nth much to watch.
Or one can put tt thr’s nth much tt we can and want to watch.

Trained back tgt and stopped at the coffee shop infront of my hse to take instax and have a drink.



HOPE MINGXUAN & CHYELING HAD A WONDERFUL SWEET 16!