I wonder if he knows that he's all i think about at night.

that you might actually like me.

it has been a long time since i blog.

i'm making an excuse(s) here; busy with school work, PW, dramas..............

just changed my blogskin and revamped my profile page.

i love the new fuction whereby one can show & keep the profile page((((:

currently doing preparation for Shanghai OELP trip.

instead of finding more info about my pre-trip presentation and send it to shawn, i'm blogging :P

i gotta admit, it is difficult finding such info. *grrrr*

had fun for the past few days such as meeting up with pling & mx for mahjong and going to sentosa with A2 gals! ^^

have been very lazy this few weeks since i started watching IRIS.

abandoned this blog, my fanfic, plans for photography competition and the heaps of homework.

i guess it is the best just to lay down on my cozy bed and watch dramas (:

gotta start loooooooking for info before shawn holds a dagger & start killing me.

ciao.

I am shocked. I am heartbroken. But, I will move on.

This morning, I was in canteen with A2 girls after PE.

I switched on my lappie, logged on to FB and saw a breaking news.

like literally a breakinggg news of Jonghyun dating with Shin Se Kyung.

I couldn't believe it! I was like screaming!

I mean jonghyun-oppa is like dating someone, for real.

And, there weren't any precursors before this news.

It was seriously a big hoo-hah for me and peeps in school.

It really gotten me lil crazy since I kinda cannot get over it.

And, I was ranting everyone I know, telling them about this as well as on FB.

Some people won't get it why are we like this.

And I saw some comments saying that we Shawols are crazyy and blah blah blah.

I mean we really like SHINee, that's why we ARE feeling sth about this.

In my opinion, I feel that every Shawol has the right to feel heartbroken, sad, angry, pissed off, and whatsoever.

I mean at least for today.

I don't believe for all the fangirls out there, when your favorite idol is dating someone else, you can keep so calm and let it be so quickly.

Stop lying.

We, Shawol, had all sorts of feelings right now cos we really like our idols.

So those non-shawols out there, stop writing such hurtful comments out there.

But, I would not stop loving SHINee because of this thing.

I will still support SHINee.

I do agree with those who said that "it is their life", "if you really like them, you should allow them to love someone else too", etc.

But please, at least for the next 24 hours, just allow all the shawols to pour out their feelings.

I know to others it may sound totally insane, we are all just selfish and idiotic and childish.

Just like one of those genuine Shawols, we will definitely moved on, grow up and still give SHINee our support.

Can those stupid idiots just gave all the shawols at least 24 hours to rant over this thing?

I may be shocked.

I may be pissed off.

I may be heartbroken.

And, the recipe for that?

A few drops of tears.

A few pieces of tissues.

A few words of vulgarities.

The product?

"I'LL MOVED ON. "

I've moved on. I will still support them (including their gfs and future gfs if sudden news popped out again).

But, some ppl just irks me when they pretend to be saint, teaching me what i shld be.

Everyone has a different loving approach.

And, stop thinking that yours the best, cos it isnt.

I'm happy for jonghyun also, seeing him smiling so happily with his loved one.

it is just that some of the shawols needa more time to digest this breaking news.

I am trying my best to let go.

i should also learn to stop thinking about him.

finally back from school after the 2-day self-proclaimed break.
hope that i didnt get into trouble, at least for now. *phew*

had IH & GP lesson today along with 4 hrs of the Adam Khoo talk.

it was a pity that we didnt see Gary, and eventhough Danny was here, he did not take our class:(

he was so funny when he was at Crescent! *cutiegal16*

AHAHAHAHA.

tmr's lessons ending at 5 due to the sexuality talk as well:(

and we have to start preparing OP.

haiz.

busy weeeeek ahead.

You are the only one that will make me smile.

Promos are finally over!

But, obviously i did not do the papers well.

And, shall skip that part about promos!

Happy Stuff!

SHINee's MV- Hello is out in full version!!!! (:

I loveeeeeeeee this song, esp. the MV!

it is so sweeet!

i guess i still love the cute and adorable SHINee as compared to the beastly Lucifer-ish SHINee!

ciao!

gonna watch my dramas!!

Love is a choice you make from moment to moment.

I was supposed to study for my promos today!

But, apparently i was slacking the whole day, including yesterday.

I don't know what happened but I felt really tired and lazy to mugggg. :(

I wanted to blog today about something that made me happy (:

I actually posted my first chapter of the fanfic i wrote.

I was so surprised that once i updated the first chapter, people actually read it, subscribed and gave me positive comments.

I am so freakingggg shock!

I thought my readership will be like zero.

this encouraged me to continue writing the second and third chappie!

haiz:( but internet once again distract me!

i should really start mugging since i wasted most of the day already!

gotta mug!

cos if pling know about this, she's gonna scold me again :P

ciao! (:

September Birthday Babies

I know tmr's my GP Promo paper.

But, I just want to dedicate this post 2 people as it is their birthdays (((:

Firstly, it is WEI EN (((((((: who is born on 21st September 1993!

One of my close friends that I would never ever forget!

We are friends since we are like Primary 4?!?!

8 years of friendship is no kidding!!! ((((:

Being sisters/classmates/squadmates from CPS to crescent years, I seriously appreciate and enjoy the times with her!

The times we laugh together, the times we suffer together, the times we copy each other's work, the times we had our lunch at Orchard, the times we took neoprints, the times we watch movies together (esp. C+ Detectiveee! Will never ever forget that one!!!), the times we gossip, the times we share secrets, the times we discuss about our crushes...

There are so many "times" we had together! And, it was seriously the best!

One of the most touching things she did was when I was down, when I was feeling alone, she was there for me. When I was experiencing friendship problems, she actually was there for me, and even feeling the pain I was going through. I was really touched what she said at that time. (:

Eventhough, it is a pity that i am not in the same junior college as her, hope that we can still keep in contact!

Wei En, if you are reading this post, I would like to say:

I really appreciate you as my friend. And may our friendship last till the times we can have a bunch of children and still sit down together and chat about our life! Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! And, wish you all the best!!!! ((((:

Loves,

Wen

Secondly, it is to Key from SHINee who is born on 23rd September 1991!

I know you can't read this post!

But I still wanna wish you Happy Birthday! ((:

Really love you in SHINee!

Can't wait to see more of your diva-like performance in the future!!!!

Support OnKey couple and JongKey couple!!!! ((((:

Loves,

Fan-girl.

They are friends who i wish to treasure~

Had fun today!!! (((((((:

After geog lecture today, i invited farah, chahyeong, amira, zhuzhu, nisa and dashyyy to my house to have mooncakes! :D

all of us along with shawn and andrew took 198 home and we are superrrr noisy!

but, the bus journey home was definitely full of laughter especially with our birthday girl-zhuzhu!

hope that we didnt make anyone complain!

ate mooncakes (both the normal skin and snow skin) and had tea!

i finally got the chance to use the tea set i bought from china the other time:))

mummy ordered pizzas and we happily *munch munch* it all! :)

after eating, we decided to play mahjong at first.

but in the end when the gals saw my nail polish, they get really excited!

And we end up sitting down tgt on the floor, doing nails!

all of us painted in different colours!!!! :))))

it was so fun as we chat and do our nails together!!!!

hope that we can have more of such class gathering in the future!!!!!!

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

We always believe our first love is our last, and our last love is our first.

Dashyyy said she was a reader of my blog, and urged me to blog about something!
So here's the post~!

We just had one week of sept holidays and for me, it was nothing but just slack+PW.
Besides just going to Palau Ubin to conduct an interview, rushing to library and do PW, playing mahjong with friends, and shopping at New Look, I just surf the net and yuppies, watch videos!

Re-watched "The Academy" and was totally melting when i saw Fiona and Pak Kiu slowly falling in love((((((:
Also, watched Running Man during the start of the hols!
It's good to watch variety show by Jaesuk! As well as with other MCs!!! (:
With jaesuk around, there bound to be so much laughter!!!

Reunion with Crez peeps was great!
But, it made me miss them even more! T.T
The time we spent together was awesomeeeeee~!

One of the best part of the week is when i spent nearing 200 bucks of clothes in New Look! ((((((((:
It was just plain awesome to shop!!!
I'm so freaking happy with all the barang-barang i've bought!

It's start of the school today.
And, as usual I was dragging myself to school:(
Despite rushing like mad for GP hw ytd, we didnt even go through at all.
And the fact that i scored the lowest in the class for GP srsly made me feel really really down.
Especially, when the whole class knows about it. T.T

Also, I missed Nisa!
She's sick today and it was always fun with her around!!
Eventhough we would give this look -.-''' to her every single time when she say some really lame jokes, it just somehow makes school less boring! :P

Gonna rush my Econs homework!:(
There's tutorial tmr!
And i did none of the questions:(

toodles!

When I look at you my heart skips a beat. But later that beat could mean a lifetime of tears wasted on something I knew I could never have.

Have been really lazy and busy; not blogging.
In addition, there's really nothing much to blog about:(

Decided to blog today as I'm really in love with the new photo editing app-Photoscape!:)
Above is a picture I took pretty long ago and i just edited it with Photoscape!

Went to JE Lib and Macs at Tradehub 21 with peeps!
Not as productive as last week:X
There's still alot of things to do!!!!!

shall stop here!
ciaos!

I chose to escape from the reality that you do not like me.

When you told me I meant nothing to you
At first I was hurt and confused.
But then suddenly I was free
And relieved that I didn't have to live this lie any longer.

I'm having a hard time not loving you.

At this moment, I felt that I was special to you.
And by the next, I felt that I was nobody.


Just finished EOM.
Deadline's on Monday and yet i just finished it.
Why do people actually invented PW in the first place.
Hate it:X

Lecture Tests are coming up.
Should start mugging.
But nothing's driving me forward:(

Recently watched Raymond Lam and Tavia Yeung's new drama!
The Mysteries of Love!
Awesome HK drama!
When theories of physics are applied to the investigation of mysterious crime cases, entangled with complex love relationships!
Love it!:)
Mad Loves Kingsley!!! (Raymond Lam's name in the drama)

Anticipating more of Raymond Lam's dramas!:)

Okay, should start mugging for Econs.
Ciao~!


I hesitated to hold your hand.

I told myself times and times again to treat you just like anyone else.
I even tried to annoy you, ignore you, despise you.

But, it is difficult for me.
Especially when I know you are not just the ordinary.

You've have already been that someone.
Who is really special to me.

The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up

Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.

school turned out to be pretty fun today:D
PE wasn't that tiring (?!) as I supposed since they are moving towards games.
and it come geog tutorial, which is actually O.O (skip that)
then, it was GP tutorial. okay, did some stuff as well.
then it was HISTORY TUTORIAL!
having a debate today! (and i was lucky enough not to get chosen *phew*)
it was really fun to see how the class debates and most of the time we burst out laughing!
it was awesome to see how each team argues their points out especially with good speakers from our class:)
enjoyed the lesson!:D
but the pre-requisite to a interesting debate/lesson? NEVER INVOLVE ME. I suck at it.

And, SHINee's second album is out:)
currently listening to the album^^

shall start do my hw.
toodles~

SHINee-oppa Comeback^^

SHINee oppa!SARANGHAE!!!
I'm totally awaiting for their comeback!
but then, I couldn't really adapt to their new hairstyle!
especially Key-oppa T.T!!!

Whatever it is, SHINee oppa HWAITING!!!


i should also seriously get back to work.
i'm so lateeeee for homework.
ciao^^

Loving you was my favorite mistake.

I tried my best to avoid your eyes,your smile,your voice
and most importantly,avoiding my heart that was beating;
only for you.


got back all my CT results.
it was bad.
like really bad.

i'm just praying hard that my overall would not fail that much subjects.
please, help me.
i dont wanna get scolded by my mum again.
17 years already.
and the scolding and nagging never end.

It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.

And the moment you wander far from me, i wanna feel you in my arms again.

Haven't been really updating here as I'm seriously too busy in watching all the variety shows!:)
every single day, the moment i on my lappie, the first thing i would do is to check for more variety shows on WGM, SHINee (!!!!!) and Suju!:D
These are like my "To-do-list" EVERY SINGLE DAY, without fail.

Got back several CT results.
as expected, didnt do very well.
but i had to admit i did not really put in effort in studying during the june hols.
thus, if i can get like fab results, i wont be even studying jc now.
i would be like in so alien lecture hall, lecturing others instead.
okay, i know i'm blabbering irrelevant stuff again.

went to sungei buloh with jmy and colin for pw and it was fun!
the guides were really nicee and friendly.
and i'm easily amazed by every single thing there.
i've never see the "nature" so upclose. (or even take the time to see them though)
the croc that was sun-tanning was the classic and otters that were disturbing the croc from its sun-tanning should have won the oscar awards!

omo; i seeing a trend going over here.
i think i'm infected with "nisa virus".
i'm like her now; blabbering some random and really lame stuff.

nisa; see what you have done.

whatever it is, sch's tmr.
and i totally envy those JCs who are having hols tmr cos they are watching the world cup?!?!

TGIF. But SIBM.
ciao.

As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you.

原来，爱情从来没有离开过，只是我记得，你忘了。


Common tests are finally overrrr~
Okay, should not be something to rejoice cos i think it will fail...
But, at least now it is a breather for me:)

just happen to go out and saw the TV CF which shows 2AM is coming to Singapore!!!!
GOODNESS~!
i didnt even realise it until todayyyyyy.
i wanna see jokwon!!!!
and seulong! and jin woon! and Changmin!

Was watching we got married and came across Adam Couple~
Jokwon and Ga-in <33333
then start to love 2AM!:)

i really really really wanna see them!!!
but then, all the tickets are sold out.
How to seee:((((((

2AM!!!!!!!! :(((((
I already missed out so many korean artises like my beloved Super Junior! and FT Island!
I dont wanna miss 2AM!

schools officially starting tmr:(
and there is PE tmr:(
how "good" is it to start our school. -.-'''

ciao ppl!

I thought I was strong, but i was wrong. completely wrong.

他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁


days are couting down.
and i've yet to revise my stuff:(
currently doing physical geog revision.
and CTs are just like few days laterrrrr.
i have done nothing much.

have been slacking or doing other stuff which stopped me from revision.
blogging now is one of them.

i'm a goner.
i'm a natural flunker.

Falling in love should be like polaroids. Instant.

the swing stopped swinging;
but my mind cant stop thinking.


finally uploaded all the photos taken during MX's birthday and Bare Your Sole!:P
it was actually a pain to upload all the photos since fb doesnt really like me:(((((

For MX's bdae, we celebrated at our clique's fave restaurant, SAKAE:D
we are like regular customers and i think Sakae should give us VIP cards! LOL.
But, it seems like our standards have dropped as we only ate like 30 plates?!
we used to be able to eat like 60-70 plates with 5 people!
but it was a good chance for all of us to sit down, relax and actually chit chat:)

Bare Your Sole Event!
It was a really meaningful event whereby we bare our soles to walk for 5km to remember those that are less fortunate.
At first, I was really afraid that I could not make it till the end.
But thanks to Nisa, Dashy, Amira and Jasper, I managed to walk till the finishing line with them barefooted!!!:D
It was really a unique experience!
This event certainly made me reflect that we only walked barefooted for 5km, with rather well-paved roads at ECP.
How about those who walked barefooted for almost their life?!
It's really an interesting event:)

After the 5km walk ended, all of us have to walk for i think another 5km to reach the underpass?!?
I only felt terribly in pain after the official 5km walk (aka towards the underpass).
It nearly took my life away:X
the road seemed to be never ending....
but finally, we reached Burger King with my both feets sore.
Nisa and Jasper left early to meet their family while the rest of us decided to eat at Burger King.
But I was feeling so painful that I couldnt even stand up to order my stuff:(
and blisters were formed. (like duh~)
Nevertheless, the talk in Burger King with dashy and amira was great.

After we left Burger King, the three of us travelled to many places:)
From ECP to Eunos MRT to Esplanade (via Circle Line!!!) to Marina to finally Vivo!:)
I think we walked like infinity number of km on that day!!!
From ECP all the wayyyyyy to Vivo.
It's like we travelled from East all the way to the West; touring around Singapore!!!
It was really comfortable talking to both Dashy and Amira!
I felt that I understand so much moreee:)

Hope that our class can have such events where we can participate together next time!:)
ciao ppl~
DRAMA TIMEEEEE:)

Neither tool nor slave.

i am not your tool;
i am not your slave;

so just freaking stop using me.

I'm afraid that you will realise my feelings to you;

i thought my feelings would never be known to you.
but i find it harder and harder to hide my feelings as the days passed.
i dunno whether have you started to realise my feelings.
cos i'm making my feelings for you;
a little too obvious.



i was supposed to blog yesterday, but i fell asleep:(
and ppl are urging me to blog abt what happened ytd!
so here's the post! :D

lessons was boring ytd.
spent most of my time at the rooftop cafe and i just keep on snapping random shots.
thr's photog, but Mr. P wasnt here yet, and we (me, nisa and dashy who just came cos her shooting practice was cancelled) were freaking bored. :X
but we managed to leave early!
*muahahaha*

me and dashy went to JP!!!
i went to collect my Jay Chou's new album---跨时代~!
i love it:) the cover looks so cooooool~
and then both of us just walk around JP.

we passed by chewy jr. and prima deli on the way, so dashy decided to buy her chewy jr. and i decided to eat prima's CHICKEN PIE (which is freakinggggg awesome!)
but i had totally embarrased myself infront of prima deli when dashy offered me her chewy jr.!!!!!
when i took a bite, all the creamy stuff "dropped out"?! (idk how to describe it) but the end product was that the cream was on the floor, on my fingers and my dslr bag.
and all this happen infront of prima deli and tonns of ppl were walking by thinking, "that girl is such as loser, she cant even eat properly!"
OMO. one word. EMBARRASING!!!

we faster left that area and just continued to walk around JP, dashy popping into floral shops, hoping to get a prezzie for her friend:)
at first in history lecture, i was telling dashy and nisa i had a craving for subway.
thus, when both of us decided to head our way to subway, we passed SWENSENS.
and now they are sort of having a promotion whereby a food item and free flow of drinks cost you S$9.80 and two ice-cream for just S$9.80 as well!:)

as you would have expected already, both of us went in :)
thinking that subway set can also go up to 7-8++ bucks, we decided to eat swensens:D
i ordered chicken baked rice while dashy ordered pizza.
in addtion to that, we ordered the fries.
and in addition to that, we ordered ICE-CREAM!!!
after my constant persuasion and trying very hard to brain-wash dashy, we ordered ice-cream!!:D MY FAVOURITE COOKIE SUMMIT!!!

but the fact is that, when we were eating our meals, we were already like full to death!
and there was still ice-cream!
we cant really decide whether to cancel the ice-cream order...
cos i rlly wanna eat the ice-cream, but my heart and eyes are not cooperating with my stomach!
my stomach was already like raising the white flag, protesting not to feed him any more food.
but my heart really wants it badly, like really badly.
so in the end, we still ate the ice-cream!:)

the main pt is that, we ate like crazyyyyyy ytd.
2 pratas in sch>ruffles potato chips>chewy jr. (for dashy)>chicken pie>our swensens meal>fries>ice-cream.

after tt, we decided to take the bussie home and as we walked to the interchange, we met val.
val was w8ing for her friend, luven. (ok, i'm not sure if the spelling is correct)
she suggested to w8 for him a while, and go home tgt.
but i was like groaning and moaning saying tt the train would be pack as it was already 6 plus as we missed our train.
then val came up with this really stupid, stupid, stupid (val emphasized me to type x3) idea of taking the train all the way to joo koon and take back.
it was meant to be a joke, but dashy and luven agreed to it and we happily ride to joo koon and then back home.
how retarded can we be?!?!

but it was really fun when the mrt was like empty and we began to take various funny shots!
like luven slping on the whole stretch of empty seats!!!
hahaha~

ytd was i think one of the most interesting days so far!!!
and i will upload the pics we took ytd on FB soon:)

gonna do my IH, econs and GPP already:)
ciao ppl!!!

So close, yet so far. Just like me and you.

the worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them.



FINALLY BROUGHT MY DSLR OUT TODAY!!!
it was so freakingggg shiok to have my darling dslr and just keep on snapping and snapping and snapping!
it was like the best thing ever~!

i think i took around 130 odd shots today just in school and another 40 odd shots when i was out with dashna at Orchard Ion.
the aim to go ion?
to eat my beloved TAKO YAKI~!
i just loveeeeeeee their tako yaki!
i'm on my way in accumulating my second carddddd!

went shopping with dashna around ion.
and dashna was like so obsessed by this black dress she saw in NEW LOOK, she wants to match anything and everything that goes well with that particular black dressie.
we totally cant resist the temptation to buy some stuff in ART BOX when everything there is so freaking cuteeeeee~
and how awesome can i be to spend money again on notebooks when i think when all my notebooks are laid side by side to each other, it can go one round around the globe!
i just cant stop buying stuff, even when i'm like a freaking poor kid.

in conclusion, i'm a shopaholic.
and i think there's nothing that i can do to change it, except to get more MONEYYYYY~!
people, please donate to the "WENLIN CROSS DONATION FUND"!

okay, enough of all my crap.
gotta do GP now:(

P.S. photos taken in sch and at ion is uploaded in FB:)

Maybe I should just let go.

sad today:(
didnt got selected for the Australia trip and econs lecture test was super hard cos i nvr study for that question at all. like srsly at all. if i can pass econs, it will be something called a MIRACLE.

tmr's math test:(
i suckk at graphing:(
why a student's life revolves only tests and exams?!?

chye was like recommending this song by SHE recently.
it's called 爱就对了.
love some of the lyrics written:)

还没学会爱 就急着去爱人 而爱错人
自以为懂爱 才会又爱人 又伤害人
爱是对的 错的是我们

gonna start mugging again:X
ciao ppl~

My wish did not come true. Is it a sign telling me to let go? Because I do not want to hurt myself by loving someone whom doesnt know that I'm loving him at all.

My newest boyfriend: CANON EOS 550D!

okay, i know that i'm supposed to be mugging really hard for my econs test tmr.
especially since i failed it the previous time round.
but, i really wanna blogged about this!

DADDY BOUGHT ME MY DREAM DSLR~!!!
it's a CANON EOS 550D!!!

super happy about this and when i brought the camera back, i just keep on snapping and snapping like nobody's business.
mum was really pissed when i took lotsa unglam shots of her in what she say the "ugly clothes".

okay.
gonna stop.
really should start mugging.

P.S. WAITING TO BRING MY DSLR OUT WITH ME ONE DAY!:)

illusion is the only way i love you.

I didn't even realise you were behind me until I turned around.
I felt that you were so near. Your voice was so clear.
But, please stop giving me those fake messages that I am special to you.
Because I know that I am not, and never will.

Somebody or Anybody? Or am i just thinking a little too much?

now at the top of this ferris wheel, i will give you my promise.

this ring here represents my heart.
and i just need one thing from you.
Say "I Do."


Life was kinda sucky as usual???!
with all the lectures, tutorials and tests results!
got back my econs lecture test one.
as expected, i flunked for that test.
in addition to that, i flunked for my SEA history test which made my overall history result to fail as well.
so yupps, that's how sucky it can be.
thus, in conclusion, i may want to conclude myself as a "natural-flunker".

and thr's freaking NAPFA tmr!
the worse part of the week.
i would seriously rather have 10 hours of boring lectures/tutorials rather trying my best to freaking get a pass for NAPFA.
i'm not sports-inclined.
neither academic-inclined.

gonna continue slackkking since i have no mood for hw for the time being.
toodles~:)

You made me feel that I'm somebody to you, but yet by the next second I felt that I can be anybody. You made my life sucks even more cos i'm constantly thinking about you. that somebody whom will never realise how i feel.

Love or just infatuation?

Somebody save me before I drown into the sea of love.



It's Labour Day today!
And just as it's name suggest, i worked like a labourer today.

Went to buy my new sch bag cos my previous sch bags pronouced to be dead one by one.
But, I felt that I was a retard to actually go to freakinggg many places just to get one bag, yess, one freaking school bag.

I've actually wrote a longggg post previously, describing all the details, but i deleted it by accident.
And I think it would just add on to my "retarded-ness" to re-post all the details again.
Cut long story short, I went to AMK Hub-->Bugis-->Bugis Street-->OG Albert-->OG Orchard just to get my school bag, how retarded i was?!?!

People may ask why go to so many places. Reasons?
Simple. Cliched answers as follows.

AMK Hub: Design okay. Quality so-so yet freakinggg ex.
Bugis: Desired choice bag-simple but practical. But last piece on display. Mum suggested OG Albert where she saw the same bag.
Bugis Street: Look at the reason for AMK Hub. It's the same.
OG Albert: Desired choice bag OOS. Called other outlets.
OG Orchard: and finally got it!

This was made worse with longgggg hours of waiting, pain from heels and walking, dying temperature of 1000 degree celsius.
I was pissed, melting, frustrated, and concluding to be retarded by going through all this pain just to get my school bag.

But i was lucky in the end to have a life saviour, DADDY!
he drove me to OG Orchard to get my bag!:)
(otherwise, i would still have to squeeze with other ppl taking the bus/mrt to Orchard!)
Thanks Daddy:)

spent too much time slacking.
ciao.

Every year today, i will think of you. Thanks for the most beautiful memories you gave me. I appreciate it.

Geography "Rocks!" and Squad Outing:)

TGIF. And the last period of the day was geog tutorial was it totally "rocks!"
i put inverted commas because it has two meanings!
one being the fact that it really rocked as it was super interesting!:)
reason? because of ROCKS!
we had a tutorial on rocks and we now get to see and have hands-on some of the rare rocks!
Some of them are really beautiful!:)
the main purpose of the tutorial was to like identify the rocks, learn abt their traits and stuff.
but i ended up spending the time just taking photos of all the rocks instead!

had squad outing ytd with pling, lisa, weien, yy and hazel who just popped by!
we had our dinner at Ajisen and we just chat all the happenings in school and stuff.
but it sorta like ended earlier than i expected it to be.
looking forward to the next squad outing! :D

I miss my cliques, I miss my squad, I miss my class, I miss my teachers, I miss criticizing "her" = I MISS CRESCENT!!!!

I wish I could turn back the time...

eventhough i know you were behind me, uncertainty stopped me from turning back;

If I'm given three wishes, it would be to have 25 hours a day; 8 days a week; 13 months a year, to spend just a little more time with you.




school for the past few days/week was fun!
of course due to various minor events in our class~!

when we had our econs written assignment, it was like havoc but fun at the same time!
being the only arts class grp in the class, our grp is like the most crazy throughout the whole WA.
we got so panicky and frantic tt we start to do all sorts of retarded stuff~!
we seemed to be like crazy ppl in comparison those taking the same WA with us in the class!
in the end, all of us were like standing up, trying to choing our WA!

also, DASHNALATHA'S iPhone totally spiced up my life mans!
with all the awesome and endless apps, lessons was enjoyable! :)
the whole class playing the TRUTH OR DARE app, the TWISTER game, etc. *long list*

today's photog was also damn interesting!!!
totally rocked with nisa around:)
we were like damn high during photog and both of us feel tt photog ppl are so niceee:)
we even went to LT5 to see the talentime rehearsal!
nisa and I started to criticise some of the contestants! LOL.
from vocals to clothes to the face to emcees to whatever we can talk about lah!
photog members behind of us were like also joining in us with the criticism!:)
ahahaha!

gonna rest for a while!
blog again some other days!:)

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

Love is like the balloon.


As usual, slacking now despite homework piling and math test coming up~
i mean if wenlin doesnt slack, i dont think it will be me. LOL.

i'm addicted to the cookie house's cookies:)
they taste really nice~! *yummy*

photog was quite interesting today wherby we learnt the tips of shooting good photos:)
and enchyee was with me today in photog!
i wanna get my dslr really soon!
i wanna have hands-on!

ciao ppl~:)

你不知道我在想你，是因为你不爱我。我明明知道你不爱我，却还爱你。也许是我太傻了。有时候，逃避不是因为害怕去面对什么，而是在等待什么。

Can I play you a love song?

just back from school!
there's no PW lecture today and we can leave like 2 hrs earlier!:)
BUT, my PI was like rejected:X
she said that it was not amalgamation.... :((((

it was SEA History Test today...
and i was like totally restless for the lessons before the test.
there are just too many things to study in SEA History.
When the real test came, i was like stunned.
I've never expected it to be tested.
And obviously, I dont think I will do well at all.
I wrote my last GA with 2 CS in the last 5 mins.
So obviously the essay sucked.
I just crapped my way through...

tmr's Int'l History Test on CMC (Cuban Missile Crisis).
I wonder how I would fare...

After history, it was PW!
PW tutorial = slacking time!!!
DASHNA'S STICKERS ARE SO CUTEEE~
they are that cute that not just the girls but also the guys in our class took the stickers from her and pasted at their hp, etc.
I LOVE MINE TOO:)

Tmr's a disaster:(
Besides the irritating Int'l History Test, there's PE.
SHIT.
they made me hate PE so much.
that i would want to get a PMC!
*suckkkkkkk*

Your silent presense simply melts my chocolate heart

Changed a new blogskin again:)
I've edited the icons on the skin from dolliecrave!

Today was ECONS LECTURE TEST!
*ahhhhhhhhhh*
It was tough. really tough.
It's quite unlikely that I will pass this time round as I sense Ms Lim standing behind me, looking my script and shaking her head. :X
*bad premonition*

After finishing my PI, i started to edit my BS.
took a substantial amount of time which could be used to study the freaking SEA History Test tmr~
but nevertheless, needed some breaks instead of like constand sponging on all the notes:(

should continue mugging for SEA History already:(
[why do ppl study sth that is in the past?! It's already over and we should just move forward and heck the history!]


And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY~!
Your XXth Birthday!

私はあなたとの愛に秘密にある。

next week is hectic!
there is test every single day next week~!

Mon:Econs
Tues:SEA History
Wed: Int'l History
Thurs: Math
Fri: General Paper

I dun think i would have enough time studying!:((((

today's parent and student info talk was rather boring.
i totally regretted not bringing my notes there:(

should start mugging already...
ciao ciao~

This feeling is wierd. I'm uncertain. But, I felt sweet every single time I was beside you. However, this feeling doesnt seemed to be mutual. And, I think it never will.

When In Rome and the Legend of the Love Fountain

now currently having break in school.
math test was like hard. :X
i dont even think i can pass!:(

I finally watched WHEN IN ROME!!!
the movie is super hilarious!!!!
and of course romantic and sweeeeeet at some of the parts:)))
people seemed to be get in love easily in rome actually.
I really want to visit rome one day!
It's such a beautiful country and I definitely want to go to the fountain of love!
(but i would not pick up the coins from the fountain definitely! not like beth!)

This feeling is confusing. I don't know if I like you.

Cher Totes!
For those who know, I'm like now crazyyyyyyyy about cher totes!
My love for cher totes started quite longgggg ago but i really bought my first cher tote just last week~
And this made me have the urge to continue buying more! (esp. those issues that i've missed!!!)
But the problem is that these jap mags actually sold out really fast:(
I'm worried I wont get my copy!
I'm targetting this non-no mag which have a relatively big bag, marc by marc jacobs tote from cancam, and anything i can get:)
This would definitely cost a bomb for me!
esp. spending 1270 bucks on a laptop, going out for many times during hols, and spending around 60 plus bucks just on cher totes!!!

YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE
the last ep was awesomeeeeee~
i really really really love KAME!!!
kyohei finally prominently shows how much he loves Sunako!
i love the parts whereby he cried for her and how much he wanted to protect her as well as the part they kissed!
the part they kissed was really unique, it totally didn't strike to me that they will kiss in this manner!!! (wait, this line sounds wrong, but maybe for those who watch, they will understand what i'm talking abt!)
kyohei is so freakingggg sweet~~~~

MY LOVE FOR KAMENASHI KAZUYA IS GETTING STRONGER AND STRONGERRRRRR!

gotta continue my geog project now.
ciao ppl:)

True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends.

Changed a new blogskin. Edited my profile also:)
Did a lot of things in this week and past week as well.

WENT TO THE IT FAIR!!!
I FINALLY BOUGHT A NEW LAPTOP AND I LOVE IT!:D
it's awesome!!!:)
However, I attended the E-awards at the Marina Float on the same day as well, thus I only managed to buy my laptop:(
I wanted to buy my ipod touch as well as an external hard disk!:(((( *disappointed*

E-awards!
Actually I went to this concert because of XIAO GUI!!! He's so cuteeeeee:)
Managed to see a lot more other stars as well, including SHINee, By2, JJ, Eason, Mark Zhao, Chen Hao, etc.... *long list*
The concert was awesome until the end.
*i think pling knows what i'm refering to. these S-ppl suck to the max*
Overall, it was still worthwhile going to the concert as i see so many stars!!!:)

MARCH HOLIDAYS!
lotsa homework. But I was slacking for the past few days.
That's the problem at home. I always get distracted. (like now blogging)
I dont have the motivation to do homework.

WENT TO JB on TUES!!!!
I GOT MY NAILS PAINTED IN MAD CHIO PINK!
it is superrrrrr chio! love my toe nails!!!!
The manicurist is really talented and the price was reasonable, or even perhaps very cheap.
I only paid RM38 for express mani and pedi with my 10 toes having 2D Nail Art!!!!!!
I would definitely go there again if I have another chance during the June Holidays!
GOOD FOOD at JB as well!:)
Since last year, I've been obsessed in going to JB just to eat, shopping and relax!

March Hols is ending...
and I have to wake up really early tmr for HBL. *argh*
I've been waking up at around 10+ with 8am the earliest.
I don't think I will be able to wake up that early tmr:((((
and there are still a lot oif homework undone:(
why do holidays past so quickly:((((((

ciao!

Yankumi, can you be my teacher?

Junior College Life.
proceeding on with my JC life, i could say that i'm settling pretty well?
(i guess so.)

my class is rather small with only 16 people in total?!
and this make every single one of us having a post in the committee.
*ahems* i was chosen to become the AVA Rep and i was like "huh?!? What's happening?!"
but whatever it is, i can say that the classmates i have are pretty nicee people!:)

Chinese New Year holidays!:D:D:D
always loveeeeee it!:)
THE TIME FOR ME TO CATCH ALL MY DRAMAS!!!! *big grins*

finished all 3 seasons of Gokusen with specials as well as the finale movie!:)
i am really jealous of class 3-D to be able to get a teacher like Yankumi!
Someone who will never fail to give you the support no matter what.
i wish i could meet teachers like Yankumi!

ciao!

Updates :)

it has been at least 10 over days from my previous post.
feeling bored, i shall update a little of what i have been doing (and i'm pretty proud of it...)

11/01/2010: Release of results
didn't do extremely well.
a little disappointed.
shall not talk about actual grades.

12/01/2010 to 15/01/2010: Choices
for the rest of the days, have been deciding what to put for my 12 choices.
with my pathetic results, it was really hard for me to choose.
shall not elaborate further either.

16/01/2010 to present: FAMILY OUTING!
okay! this is the main point of the post!:)
totally in love with FAMILY OUTING!!!!!!!!
for those who know, it's a Korean variety show longgggggg ago.
but i just watched recently when i got really bored.
and my present record is the 50th EPISODE!!!! (with the duration of 1hr+ per episode)
*claps*
FAMILY OUTING is really funny!
It's like laughing till madness!!!

I would continue watching till the last episode of the 1st season... :D

19/01/2010: Catching up.
As i was really engrossed in watching family outing, i missed a couple of my fav TW dramas!
so on the 19th, i decided to update myself with all the latest TW dramas that are currently airing!

In order:
1. Autumn's Concerto (Ep 15 and 16)
2. Hi My Sweetheart (Ep 11 and 12)
3. MoMo Love (Ep 13)
4. CODE BLUE 2 (FIRST EPISODE)
5. K.O.3anguo (Ep 47)

I remembered I cried damn badly on the day itself.
All the episodes I watched made me teared soooo much.
At the end of the day, my eyes were swollen red.
It was that bad, that touching.

21/01/2010: KTV with peeps!
went to Partyworld KTV with peeps today at VIVO!
the envt was pretty okay, being my first visit there.
as usual, we sang lotsa songs!:)

we even extended one more hour to finish up the 90 or 100 over songs?!?!
but of course, we skipped some songs (not really some actually...) and only sang till the chorus of the remaining songs in order to finish up our song list!

In addition to the longgggg list of Mandarin Pop Songs, we even sang Nobody, Sorry Sorry, UR Man and KAT-TUN's ONE DROP!
(for ONE DROP, i was the only singing, and only sang the first 2 lines. LOL.)

we ended with 對手 by 東城衛+強辯樂團+武虎將 and 夠愛 by A Chord.
Munyee and I wanted to sing 沛慈's version, but then we only found A Chord's version... T.T


I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF!

ciao! :)

Uncertainty and nervous build within me.

With release of results tmr, i'm utterly nervous.
I cannot predict my future.
And I'm uncertain in my own ways.
Can someone lit that light for me which links it to my future?

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友

Countdown 3 days to getting O's results!
damn nervous!!!
simply no idea what will be my L1R5?!?
nerve-wrecking to the max.

for the past few days.
had been totally stuck onto my desktop,
of course to watch dramas!
(that's my way to relieve stress!)

finally watched "You're Beautiful!" after so freakingggg long.
it's nicee!:)
love all the main characters!
damn pity Jeremy and Shin Woo oppa!!!

With the YB craze, i've made badges out of them!
(i just realised today that i actually have a badge machine. long ago...)
also, my current cursor is JEREMY! *loves loves loves*

haha. enough of fangirl-ing.
ciao!