I'm having a hard time not loving you.

At this moment, I felt that I was special to you.
And by the next, I felt that I was nobody.


Just finished EOM.
Deadline's on Monday and yet i just finished it.
Why do people actually invented PW in the first place.
Hate it:X

Lecture Tests are coming up.
Should start mugging.
But nothing's driving me forward:(

Recently watched Raymond Lam and Tavia Yeung's new drama!
The Mysteries of Love!
Awesome HK drama!
When theories of physics are applied to the investigation of mysterious crime cases, entangled with complex love relationships!
Love it!:)
Mad Loves Kingsley!!! (Raymond Lam's name in the drama)

Anticipating more of Raymond Lam's dramas!:)

Okay, should start mugging for Econs.
Ciao~!


I hesitated to hold your hand.

I told myself times and times again to treat you just like anyone else.
I even tried to annoy you, ignore you, despise you.

But, it is difficult for me.
Especially when I know you are not just the ordinary.

You've have already been that someone.
Who is really special to me.

The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up

Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.

school turned out to be pretty fun today:D
PE wasn't that tiring (?!) as I supposed since they are moving towards games.
and it come geog tutorial, which is actually O.O (skip that)
then, it was GP tutorial. okay, did some stuff as well.
then it was HISTORY TUTORIAL!
having a debate today! (and i was lucky enough not to get chosen *phew*)
it was really fun to see how the class debates and most of the time we burst out laughing!
it was awesome to see how each team argues their points out especially with good speakers from our class:)
enjoyed the lesson!:D
but the pre-requisite to a interesting debate/lesson? NEVER INVOLVE ME. I suck at it.

And, SHINee's second album is out:)
currently listening to the album^^

shall start do my hw.
toodles~

SHINee-oppa Comeback^^

SHINee oppa!SARANGHAE!!!
I'm totally awaiting for their comeback!
but then, I couldn't really adapt to their new hairstyle!
especially Key-oppa T.T!!!

Whatever it is, SHINee oppa HWAITING!!!


i should also seriously get back to work.
i'm so lateeeee for homework.
ciao^^

Loving you was my favorite mistake.

I tried my best to avoid your eyes,your smile,your voice
and most importantly,avoiding my heart that was beating;
only for you.


got back all my CT results.
it was bad.
like really bad.

i'm just praying hard that my overall would not fail that much subjects.
please, help me.
i dont wanna get scolded by my mum again.
17 years already.
and the scolding and nagging never end.

It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.

And the moment you wander far from me, i wanna feel you in my arms again.

Haven't been really updating here as I'm seriously too busy in watching all the variety shows!:)
every single day, the moment i on my lappie, the first thing i would do is to check for more variety shows on WGM, SHINee (!!!!!) and Suju!:D
These are like my "To-do-list" EVERY SINGLE DAY, without fail.

Got back several CT results.
as expected, didnt do very well.
but i had to admit i did not really put in effort in studying during the june hols.
thus, if i can get like fab results, i wont be even studying jc now.
i would be like in so alien lecture hall, lecturing others instead.
okay, i know i'm blabbering irrelevant stuff again.

went to sungei buloh with jmy and colin for pw and it was fun!
the guides were really nicee and friendly.
and i'm easily amazed by every single thing there.
i've never see the "nature" so upclose. (or even take the time to see them though)
the croc that was sun-tanning was the classic and otters that were disturbing the croc from its sun-tanning should have won the oscar awards!

omo; i seeing a trend going over here.
i think i'm infected with "nisa virus".
i'm like her now; blabbering some random and really lame stuff.

nisa; see what you have done.

whatever it is, sch's tmr.
and i totally envy those JCs who are having hols tmr cos they are watching the world cup?!?!

TGIF. But SIBM.
ciao.