I am shocked. I am heartbroken. But, I will move on.

This morning, I was in canteen with A2 girls after PE.

I switched on my lappie, logged on to FB and saw a breaking news.

like literally a breakinggg news of Jonghyun dating with Shin Se Kyung.

I couldn't believe it! I was like screaming!

I mean jonghyun-oppa is like dating someone, for real.

And, there weren't any precursors before this news.

It was seriously a big hoo-hah for me and peeps in school.

It really gotten me lil crazy since I kinda cannot get over it.

And, I was ranting everyone I know, telling them about this as well as on FB.

Some people won't get it why are we like this.

And I saw some comments saying that we Shawols are crazyy and blah blah blah.

I mean we really like SHINee, that's why we ARE feeling sth about this.

In my opinion, I feel that every Shawol has the right to feel heartbroken, sad, angry, pissed off, and whatsoever.

I mean at least for today.

I don't believe for all the fangirls out there, when your favorite idol is dating someone else, you can keep so calm and let it be so quickly.

Stop lying.

We, Shawol, had all sorts of feelings right now cos we really like our idols.

So those non-shawols out there, stop writing such hurtful comments out there.

But, I would not stop loving SHINee because of this thing.

I will still support SHINee.

I do agree with those who said that "it is their life", "if you really like them, you should allow them to love someone else too", etc.

But please, at least for the next 24 hours, just allow all the shawols to pour out their feelings.

I know to others it may sound totally insane, we are all just selfish and idiotic and childish.

Just like one of those genuine Shawols, we will definitely moved on, grow up and still give SHINee our support.

Can those stupid idiots just gave all the shawols at least 24 hours to rant over this thing?

I may be shocked.

I may be pissed off.

I may be heartbroken.

And, the recipe for that?

A few drops of tears.

A few pieces of tissues.

A few words of vulgarities.

The product?

"I'LL MOVED ON. "

I've moved on. I will still support them (including their gfs and future gfs if sudden news popped out again).

But, some ppl just irks me when they pretend to be saint, teaching me what i shld be.

Everyone has a different loving approach.

And, stop thinking that yours the best, cos it isnt.

I'm happy for jonghyun also, seeing him smiling so happily with his loved one.

it is just that some of the shawols needa more time to digest this breaking news.

I am trying my best to let go.

i should also learn to stop thinking about him.

finally back from school after the 2-day self-proclaimed break.
hope that i didnt get into trouble, at least for now. *phew*

had IH & GP lesson today along with 4 hrs of the Adam Khoo talk.

it was a pity that we didnt see Gary, and eventhough Danny was here, he did not take our class:(

he was so funny when he was at Crescent! *cutiegal16*

AHAHAHAHA.

tmr's lessons ending at 5 due to the sexuality talk as well:(

and we have to start preparing OP.

haiz.

busy weeeeek ahead.

You are the only one that will make me smile.

Promos are finally over!

But, obviously i did not do the papers well.

And, shall skip that part about promos!

Happy Stuff!

SHINee's MV- Hello is out in full version!!!! (:

I loveeeeeeeee this song, esp. the MV!

it is so sweeet!

i guess i still love the cute and adorable SHINee as compared to the beastly Lucifer-ish SHINee!

ciao!

gonna watch my dramas!!