Maybe I should just let go.

sad today:(
didnt got selected for the Australia trip and econs lecture test was super hard cos i nvr study for that question at all. like srsly at all. if i can pass econs, it will be something called a MIRACLE.

tmr's math test:(
i suckk at graphing:(
why a student's life revolves only tests and exams?!?

chye was like recommending this song by SHE recently.
it's called 爱就对了.
love some of the lyrics written:)

还没学会爱 就急着去爱人 而爱错人
自以为懂爱 才会又爱人 又伤害人
爱是对的 错的是我们

gonna start mugging again:X
ciao ppl~

My wish did not come true. Is it a sign telling me to let go? Because I do not want to hurt myself by loving someone whom doesnt know that I'm loving him at all.

My newest boyfriend: CANON EOS 550D!

okay, i know that i'm supposed to be mugging really hard for my econs test tmr.
especially since i failed it the previous time round.
but, i really wanna blogged about this!

DADDY BOUGHT ME MY DREAM DSLR~!!!
it's a CANON EOS 550D!!!

super happy about this and when i brought the camera back, i just keep on snapping and snapping like nobody's business.
mum was really pissed when i took lotsa unglam shots of her in what she say the "ugly clothes".

okay.
gonna stop.
really should start mugging.

P.S. WAITING TO BRING MY DSLR OUT WITH ME ONE DAY!:)

illusion is the only way i love you.

I didn't even realise you were behind me until I turned around.
I felt that you were so near. Your voice was so clear.
But, please stop giving me those fake messages that I am special to you.
Because I know that I am not, and never will.

Somebody or Anybody? Or am i just thinking a little too much?

now at the top of this ferris wheel, i will give you my promise.

this ring here represents my heart.
and i just need one thing from you.
Say "I Do."


Life was kinda sucky as usual???!
with all the lectures, tutorials and tests results!
got back my econs lecture test one.
as expected, i flunked for that test.
in addition to that, i flunked for my SEA history test which made my overall history result to fail as well.
so yupps, that's how sucky it can be.
thus, in conclusion, i may want to conclude myself as a "natural-flunker".

and thr's freaking NAPFA tmr!
the worse part of the week.
i would seriously rather have 10 hours of boring lectures/tutorials rather trying my best to freaking get a pass for NAPFA.
i'm not sports-inclined.
neither academic-inclined.

gonna continue slackkking since i have no mood for hw for the time being.
toodles~:)

You made me feel that I'm somebody to you, but yet by the next second I felt that I can be anybody. You made my life sucks even more cos i'm constantly thinking about you. that somebody whom will never realise how i feel.

Love or just infatuation?

Somebody save me before I drown into the sea of love.



It's Labour Day today!
And just as it's name suggest, i worked like a labourer today.

Went to buy my new sch bag cos my previous sch bags pronouced to be dead one by one.
But, I felt that I was a retard to actually go to freakinggg many places just to get one bag, yess, one freaking school bag.

I've actually wrote a longggg post previously, describing all the details, but i deleted it by accident.
And I think it would just add on to my "retarded-ness" to re-post all the details again.
Cut long story short, I went to AMK Hub-->Bugis-->Bugis Street-->OG Albert-->OG Orchard just to get my school bag, how retarded i was?!?!

People may ask why go to so many places. Reasons?
Simple. Cliched answers as follows.

AMK Hub: Design okay. Quality so-so yet freakinggg ex.
Bugis: Desired choice bag-simple but practical. But last piece on display. Mum suggested OG Albert where she saw the same bag.
Bugis Street: Look at the reason for AMK Hub. It's the same.
OG Albert: Desired choice bag OOS. Called other outlets.
OG Orchard: and finally got it!

This was made worse with longgggg hours of waiting, pain from heels and walking, dying temperature of 1000 degree celsius.
I was pissed, melting, frustrated, and concluding to be retarded by going through all this pain just to get my school bag.

But i was lucky in the end to have a life saviour, DADDY!
he drove me to OG Orchard to get my bag!:)
(otherwise, i would still have to squeeze with other ppl taking the bus/mrt to Orchard!)
Thanks Daddy:)

spent too much time slacking.
ciao.

Every year today, i will think of you. Thanks for the most beautiful memories you gave me. I appreciate it.

Geography "Rocks!" and Squad Outing:)

TGIF. And the last period of the day was geog tutorial was it totally "rocks!"
i put inverted commas because it has two meanings!
one being the fact that it really rocked as it was super interesting!:)
reason? because of ROCKS!
we had a tutorial on rocks and we now get to see and have hands-on some of the rare rocks!
Some of them are really beautiful!:)
the main purpose of the tutorial was to like identify the rocks, learn abt their traits and stuff.
but i ended up spending the time just taking photos of all the rocks instead!

had squad outing ytd with pling, lisa, weien, yy and hazel who just popped by!
we had our dinner at Ajisen and we just chat all the happenings in school and stuff.
but it sorta like ended earlier than i expected it to be.
looking forward to the next squad outing! :D

I miss my cliques, I miss my squad, I miss my class, I miss my teachers, I miss criticizing "her" = I MISS CRESCENT!!!!

I wish I could turn back the time...

eventhough i know you were behind me, uncertainty stopped me from turning back;

If I'm given three wishes, it would be to have 25 hours a day; 8 days a week; 13 months a year, to spend just a little more time with you.




school for the past few days/week was fun!
of course due to various minor events in our class~!

when we had our econs written assignment, it was like havoc but fun at the same time!
being the only arts class grp in the class, our grp is like the most crazy throughout the whole WA.
we got so panicky and frantic tt we start to do all sorts of retarded stuff~!
we seemed to be like crazy ppl in comparison those taking the same WA with us in the class!
in the end, all of us were like standing up, trying to choing our WA!

also, DASHNALATHA'S iPhone totally spiced up my life mans!
with all the awesome and endless apps, lessons was enjoyable! :)
the whole class playing the TRUTH OR DARE app, the TWISTER game, etc. *long list*

today's photog was also damn interesting!!!
totally rocked with nisa around:)
we were like damn high during photog and both of us feel tt photog ppl are so niceee:)
we even went to LT5 to see the talentime rehearsal!
nisa and I started to criticise some of the contestants! LOL.
from vocals to clothes to the face to emcees to whatever we can talk about lah!
photog members behind of us were like also joining in us with the criticism!:)
ahahaha!

gonna rest for a while!
blog again some other days!:)