Sixteen years passed. Are you sure you really know what i am thinking?

i'm only left with 15 mins to blog:(

life's pretty tough for me for the past 3 days.
I'm currently working in PoMo.
(okay, i know this place may sound a little strange for some ppl, some may even think that is there such place? the answer is YES.)

Thanks to pling's recommendation, I'm working in a nail parlour called "Whoosh!"
the first 2 days was pretty easy.
even saw artise like Mi Lu Bing and Cao Guo Hui.
but ytd was horrible, damn a lot of customers.
some still show that freaking attitude!
having said that, there was one customer who's really niceeee:)
I really wanna thank her!:)

after knowing that i'm a newbie, she said that she's really willing to let me try on her. (like help her put one the base coat and massage)
one of her sentences actually brighten my day and made me remember vividly.
she said that "不要因为你的帮人家洗脚，帮人家涂指甲油就感到自卑，那也是一份值得尊敬的工作." (translated: Don't think by washing other's legs or helping them to put on the nail polish is something shameless and thus feel bad about it. It's still a job that earns respect by others.)

OMO OMO OMO.
Damn niceee can?!?
Not sure if she's a 算命师, I really felt bad when I have to wash the customers' legs and putting nail polish on them from the start of the day. It made me feel like a servant. I used to be the one being served. But now, I have to served others.

But after hearing what she said, i gained confidence.
It's true. I'm doing a decent job.
Not something shameless.

But after I reached home ytd, mummy started to groan and moan how she dislike me to be in the nail parlour.

Even a stranger can stand in my shoes and think about it.
As a mother, how come she cannot do the same?
I'm doing some decent job, not as if like some shameless stuff right?
How come you never understand?
Even Dad supports me.
How come you just cannot accept it that i'm doing in a nail parlour?

Do you really understand me?

My heart beat twice when i see you

came back from china.
had drama spree.
surfed the net.
really tired.

Will blogged all about China trip later.





你为什么不能彻底的离开我?
面对漫长的等待，我终于决定放弃你了。
但你为什么要在这一个时候出现在我的面前?
都已经过了那么久的时间，面对你我依然还是感到心动的感觉。
我不知道该如何是好了...

Can you tell me the reason why I could not stop thinking about you?

BUSY BUSY BUSY.
i have been really busy or too tired to actually blog.

FIRST: I GOT MYSELF A NEW HP!!!

hehe:) its a Samsung Pixon M8800.
to some, it may not be the latest model.
but compared to my previous hp, this is so much better!
i totally in love with it!

SECOND: PROM NIGHT 2009

had our prom night.
okay. not too bad.
i wanted to upload all the pics i took on FB, but i seemed to be experiencing some sort of technical difficulty?!?
hope it would be fine later...

after prom, the 3 of us (chel, jiayi, me) actually went to watch My Girlfriend is an Agent!
we even ate cup noodles outside cineleisure!
a really unique experience! the movie was not too bad.
just that i got really sleepy (and really fell asleep!!) during the part when they kept talking!
and it was really cool to be able to talk loudly as we walk down the orchard road.
no one was there except us!

THIRD: 2012 MOVIE
watched 2012 with mum and bro.
2012 is really fabulous!!!
i seriously don't mind watching it over again!
it is so "gan-jiong" and super touching!!!
i cried damn badly as i watch the movie.
*tissue please.*

LASTLY: ANGELA ZHANG'S CONCERT!

once again, thanks to TEENAGE!
i managed to watch ANGELA ZHANG'S CONCERT FOR FREE!

Angela is superrrrr gorgeous that night!
She look extremely fabulous!!!

It is so much better to hear her live than listening to the CD!
I even got her autograph within 5-10 mins! (I literally ran fast...)

tmr, i am going to find my vacation job!
wish me good luck people!

Photography

i wish to keep every little thing as a memory forever.

had a new blogskin.

find it pretty nicee:)

i am in love with the song "endless love".

i love it when Hwanhee and Hwayobi sang on WGM.

tmr's bio P1.

and friday's chem P1.

2 more papers before Os end.

I hate myself for not mugging.

moved on.

i am angry.
i am pissed.

the recipe for it?

a few drops of tears.
a few pieces of tissue.
a few words of vulgarities.

the product?
"moved on".

clock struck twelve, back to square one

i am pissed.
freaking pissed.
where on earth did i make a mistake?
it wasn't even my fault.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.

when the clock struck 12, i am back like a Cinderella.
but i am more unfortunate.
As prince charming would not find me with that glass slippers.

Happy Birthday

its my birthday today.
thanks everyone who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

First up, it is Giok Ting aka Serena.
you are the FIRST to send me the sms eventhough it was 16 mins after the clock struck at 12.
Aren't you honoured to be the first?!?
XOXO!

Next, it is SHI JIA!
you are the second! hehe:) love you too! THANKS FOR YOUR LONG MSG!
and rmb to save up! MY PRESENTTTT! ^^

Thirdly, its MingXuan.
thanks. 2 simple words but it was still heart-warming.

Fourth! Luvina and Devi!
both of you almost said at the same time!

Fifth! Eunice! thanks a lot:) ^^

Sixth! Munyee!
oh mans! Munyee 姐! hehe! you are only a few hours older than me:) LOVE YA~

Seventh! JIAYI!!!
you said you fell asleep at 12 lerhz! but nvms:) eventhough it is a late birthday wish, it is still heart-warming! esp. when you went to eat Mos with me:):):) LOVE YA!

Who's number 8?!?!
ALL THOSE BEST BUDDIES WHO BOUGHT THAT TIRAMISU CAKE!!!
THANK YOU!:):):) (nicole, rachel, etc.)

Nineth! ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SEND ME MSG WHEN I WAS READING IN MOS!
1. Peiling! :) yeah, i know its pretty sad that my bdae fall on O lvl period.
2. MUMMY!!! it was really sweeeeet when i read it! DID YOU TYPE IT YOURSELF! :D
3. LIYING!!! BEST BUDDY! thanks a lot:):):) WE SHALL CELEBRATE AFTER Os together!!!
4. Chyeling! SWEETHEART! thanks for your love and care for the past 10 years, i supposed?!? LOVE YOU!:):):)

TENTH! Wanling, Jocelyn Lim and Samuel from FB.
THANKS:)
really surprised that the 3 of you would know its my bdae!
oh with FB, its quite simple right?
hehe. its the thoughts that count!!!

LASTLY,
DADDY, MUMMY AND MY ANNOYING BROTHER!
for your breakfast treats in Ho Kee, Swensen's and of course not forgetting my bro's prezzie!!!

and last last lastly, everyone who i never named that wished HAPPY BDAE!

tmrw's history.
and i am not prepared.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

祝我生日快樂...

我知道傷心不能改變什麽
那麽讓我誠實一點 誠實
難免有不能控制的宣洩
只有關上了門不必理誰

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裏面
手機讓它休息一夜
難.想切歌切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點

生日快樂 我對自己說
蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了
生日快樂 淚也融了
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂

do you even reaslise that it was even my birthday today?

Owodog, Happy Birthday.

arhh!!!!!
only now then i realize that ytd was my beloved ao quan's birthday!!!
OMG OMG OMG!
i missed my YES 93.3 larh!!!!!
i actually dedicated song to ao quan!
but i did not listen to YES 93.3 ytd!!!!
DAMN ANGRY WITH MYSELF!!!

BUT STILL, 敖犬生日快乐！
爱你哦！
here is the screenshot for the dedication for ao quan~!
i think its still pretty sweet:)


(*click image to enlarge*)


oh btw, i hate O' level Amath Paper 1 and 2.
and i am in LOVE with KIM HYUN JOONG cos of WE ARE MARRIED!

ytd's was my O' lvl english paper 1 & 2.
it was relatively okay.
just that it seems that i got the english functional writing format wrong:X
hope i would do well for English!

2 down, 14 more papers to go.

today's Emath Paper 1!
Hope that I can do well for Paper 1:)

NA WEN LIN, JIA YOU!
YOU CAN DO IT!!!

曾沛慈生日快乐!

Today's 曾沛慈 birthday!:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 曾沛慈!

at first, i just knew that she's a very 傻大姐, someone who can sing really well in 星光.

but i wasnt that into her cos i rarely catch 星光.

However, after i caught her in 终极三国, i love her a lot!!!

i didn't realise that she can act so well!:):):)

she sings really fabulous as well!when she's in 星光, she normally sing 抒情歌.

but this time round in 终极三国原声带, she sang sth like 抒情摇滚!

sth different but really suits her:)

honestly speaking, only with her appearance in 终极三国, it makes episodes more and more interesting!

I SERIOUSLY LOVE HER TO THE MAX!

she's damn nicee to her fans too!:)

wishing 曾沛慈 a happy 25th birthday!!! 爱你哦!

Keep holding on, I will make it through...

it has been long since i blogged.
since i have cannot memorize my stuff anymore, i shall blog a little:)
eventhough it has been like O Level's period, i still keep myself updated about the most current hits in TW!

first of, KO3anguo is getting more and more exciting!
i love bei bei and ah xiang!
i also love zhou yu and xiao qiao!!!!
goodness! totally in love with this 2 pair which are superrr sweeeet in the drama:)
esp. zhou yu when he protects xiao qiao!:)
addictive rate: 5/5

next up, it is Autumn's Concerto!
starring Vanness and Ady An!
Vanness really looks shuai with his short hair!
OH MANS! didnt realise he's so shuai until this show!:)
it is a wonderful plot so far!
addictive rate: 4/5

also, because of Autumn's Concerto, i am in love with its opening theme song!
its called 我爱他!
i particularly love these two lines "我和他 不再屬於這個地方 最初的天堂 最終的荒唐".

lastly, i also caught the recent drama, Mo Mo Love.
pretty okay.
all the 'brothers' in the show are pretty handsome larh.
not tt bad.
awaiting for a more interesing plotline in later episodes.

shall continue to mugg lerhs!
JIAYOU WENLIN!:)

黃鴻升, loving your 不屑...

我眼神裡閃爍不屑，我心裡瓦解對你的思念。
人類如果沒有心臟那就好了，受傷不會流血，悲傷也不會流淚！
黃鴻升最虛榮的大男人主義，二十幾歲的男人不是不哭，
只是哭起來特別倔強，不屑的眼神很黑色幽默，原來世界不是沉默的！

okay, what's wrong with blogger again?
how come i dont get to see my panels of icons?!?! :(

主持/演戲/創作/設計 全交給小鬼，唱歌的事就交給黃鴻升
anyways! i received my XIAO GUI AUTOGRAPHED EP!!!
gosh!
XIAO GUI ACTUALLY AUTOGRAPHED WITH MY NAME!!!!
ahh!!!
i am damn high now larh!!!!
maybe i shall upload the photograph of the autographed EP when my blogger becomes okay.

leaving SG in a few hours times!
quite exicited!
cya!:D

Will i coincidentally be one of your "you"?

Happy Birthday Show Luo!

you are older by another year:)
but you still looked young!
hope you be able to see u back in ylbfb soon.
i prefer xiao zhu and xiao gui pairing!!!

喜欢你的戏剧,更喜欢你的歌声
喜欢你的酷帅,更喜欢你的可爱
喜欢你的认真,更喜欢你的搞笑
喜欢你的一切,我统统都忘不掉.

罗志祥!生日快乐!爱你哦!



its a rather boring day today.
with remedial lessons and homework.
have not been doing my jian baos!:(:(:(
bad, bad, bad.

i cant wait for next friday!:)
i have been there before, but still, its lovely to go out of SG for a few days!
okay.
shall do my TKGS chinese paper 2.
so that would not get scolded till tt bad.

too many homework, so little time.
too many things to study, so little time.
too many dramas/vids to watch, SO LITTLE TIME!

(P.S. idk why, i am getting addicted to SS501! love jung min!）

I will make it through.

came home early as i was released at 1230 due to Chinese LC.
finally tell mum my results, she did not really scold/nag me.
it is kinda of unexpected cos i tot she wld have scolded me like dunno wad...
or perhaps even to cane me.
everything seems to be alright. for now.
i am not sure what will happen when my father know abt it ;X
hate this.

actually i watched buzzer beat ytd.
its really nice;)
but i hate yamapi's GF! (in the show though.)
SHE SUCKS!!!
hope yamapi knows his GF's true colours ASAP!
dun wanna see yamapi getting hurt:(
but the preview is that yamapi kissed her GF!
argh!!!
HATE IT!!!

okay.
i think its time to go shower and start to do hw lerhz.
byes:)

To 4S1 (esp clique!):
TODAY'S UR CHINESE 'O' LEVEL LISTENING COMPRE!
must jia you!
and listen carefully yeah?
SURE CAN GET FULL MARKS DERHZ!

To MX:
cheer up k? your mum is definitely okay:) hope u get well too!:)

To Serena:
THANKS for the constant encouragement. even both of us seems to have our own problems, we gotta be strong tgt!:)

When Love and Hate meets...

我的心情真的真的好矛盾!
这种心情好复杂，好令人心烦！

想要恨你们，讨厌你们都不怎么行。
对你们，我又爱又恨。

有时候你们对我的好，让我不知所措。
但有时你们的无理取闹，却让我不得不厌倦，不得不伤心。

现在，你对我的好让我觉得好愧疚。
我不知道如何面对你。

当我把“真相”说出来的时候,
你们还会对我那么好呢？
你们会体谅我吗？
还是我又会掉眼泪呢？
还是我又要被打了呢？

its not that i don't have fun and happy times, its just that the misery and sadness i had within me is too strong to let me overcome the pain.

Its never easy to smile from the heart

changed a new blogskin.
find it quite nicee when i saw it :)

took back all my results of mids already.
well, i passed all my subjects except both my sciences.
this freaking pissed me off when i studied pretty hard for my chem, and i get such sucky results.
oh wells, i shall stop ranting abt studies, cos when i start, i cant stop.

watched zhong ji san guo ytd.
loved the sweet part by Xiu and Ah Xiang!!!
XIU finally said out loud tt he really really really loves ah xiang!
omg! the scene is really nice:)


life's getting tough and,
i am trying my best to smile, like i really mean it.

Masked myself

I believe everyone has a mask. So do I.


We are doing a project on Venice for SS.
and i seriously found some awesome pictures of Venice!
Every part of Venice is just like a drawing!
its really beautiful!
i wanna go over there before it sinks:(

ohya, i had a bad news.
and that is that my hp's SIM card is spoilt!
like totally destroyed:(:(:(
and mum says tt she's not gonna changing the SIM card for me until a month!!!
sians!:(
so sry ppl who text/call me and cant reach me.
i do not want to ignore ur msg/calls.
just tt my SIM card is spoilt and mum's not willing to change one for me...


have to do my SS project lerhz!;)
ciao!

Tag Replies
Amanda: no problem larh:) i really hope tt xiao gui can write our names on the album!!!

Serena: REALLY THANKS! i dunno how many thanks i would like to say to you in listening to me. and i am so sry cos right after i text you the other day, my hp got haywire and thus i cant text u back. really thanks:)

Happy Birthday Kim Bum!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM BUM!

its my darling's birthday today! :)
he's damn sweet.
every side of him just looked so cute.
i am totally in love with him in BOF!
hope to see more dramas on SoEulmates!!!



okay. back to school.
collected bio MCQ and english P1 today.
Bio MCQ wasnt tt bad. 28/40.
but my English is damn horrendous.
its like one of the lousiest marks i get for english.
both sections i only got a 16/30.
i just scraped through the passing mark.
bloody shit:X

okay, shall stop talking abt school.
managed to watch finish RESCUE and Catch Me Now (HK Drama)!
Both dramas are fabulous!

okay, i shall end here as i still got 1/2 of a chinese essay to complete.
and thr's SS test tmr on Globalization (if i'm not wrong...)
and i am pre-ordering Xiao Gui's newest EP!!!

Tag Replies

Doraemon: seriously, you should watch RESCUE! its fabulous!

Amanda: JING!!! OMG! she's still within my fave! i have not seen tt yet, but will watch it soon! and let me say this one more time, SHE'S BETTER THAN M!!!! :D:D:D

Mingxuan: help you in???

Serena: better alr, thanks for hearing me crap just now! felt really nicee talking to you! :)

sometimes when i feel that i am falling apart, his smile makes my day and pull me back together...

finally have the time to blog:)

i went to watch TRANSFORMERS today!!!
its AWESOME!;)

its the last paper today, and our clique (without JY though) went to watch TRANSFORMERS at cathay!:)
at first, i did not really want to watch it as i feel that i am not really into robots.
and i have not watched the 1st one as well.
but in the end, i still went to watch with my clique!

to my surprise, its really AWESOME!
like all the special effects and the plot is great!:)
SJ/Rachel say tt the newspaper rate it 2.5/5 and the comments were tt the movie is confusing! \
!@#$%^&*()
then i was telling them that perhaps he only watched it with one eye.
cos if he watched it with both his eyes open, it would 5/5!!!

eventhough i did not watch the 1st part of transformers, i feel that the movie is still understandable...
(of course with some help by Pling, who would tell me the various important details that happen in the 1st part.)

EVERYONE SHOULD CATCH TRANSFORMERS!:)

currently still watching Rescue.
mysoju and dramacrazy is giving me lotsa problems when they sent me to the dailymotion page.
hate it.
it loads damn slowly as well!
cant wait to watch it!!!

BUZZER BEAT is also coming up!





cant wait for it to come out!!!
there's so many dramas i wanna watch!
but O's coming!:(
ARGH!
HATE THIS!

talking abt jpop.
this reminds me of this morning when yeeshan and i were both discussing abt HSJ and KAT-TUN!
both of us wanted to fly to Taiwan or even Japan to watch their concerts!
yeeshan still say that we must watch all the Johnny's Entertainment one!
then i was telling her the air ticket, accomodation fee as well as the CONCERT TIX will led us to be eating maggie mee for meals every single day!

but seriously, I DO WISH TO WATCH THEIR CONCERT!:)
its awesome on DVD, and i want to watch it live!!!

gonna watch Resuce already:)
ciao~

Tag Replies:
Serena: THANKS!:) REALLY APPRECIATE IT! i am getting better alr:)thnx!

Amanda: thanks! getting better now!:) oh, and i saw the post alr! yeah, i know that kind of hardship whereby you are waiting for your album for so damn long when fans in TW, Japan or Korea gets it like STRAIGHT AWAY! its just so unfair!!! :X
i am waiting for my LOLLIPOP's album too:)

JPOP is officially back for me;)
oh mans! watched lots of jdrama for the past few weeks/months!

currently i am watching RESCUE!
starring:
Nakamaru Yuichi (KAT-TUN)
Masuda Takahisa (NewS)
Kaname Jun
and Yamamoto Yusuke!!!

i love four of them:)
they are damn shuai!:) (ermz, nt really for Yuu-chan..)

my impression of Massu when he's in NewS is tt he is the kawaii type, having a pretty high voice.
However, Massu had a new haircut and i feel that his kawaii-ness is all lost!
he's now more man...
but its sorta a good thing as i get to see another side of massu:)

Kaname Jun!
goodness! when he's in Tantei, I feel that he's damn shuai alr! :)
he acts as a big brother to the rest of the members in Q class.
aww~
he also acts as the 1st son in Atashinchi no Danshi!
in Rescue, he acts as a snr of Massu's batch.
not much words, but still cool!!!

Yamamoto Yusuke!
i remember i first notice him is because of HANAKIMI!:)
he's the one who can sense auras! *cute with handsign*
he also acted in Atashinchi no Danshi as the 4th son!
he's damn scared of women at first in Atashinchi no Danshi.
super "niang" too.
but in Rescue, he does not have the innoncent look in Hana Kimi nor the niang character in Atashinchi no Danshi.
he's strong, cool, and not really out-spoken.
he's arrogant and is full of himself.
but i think all this will change with the presense of yuu-chan and massu!

just finished watching the theme song for Rescue, which is also named as RESCUE by KAT-TUN!
the MV is fabulous!:)))



another nice MV by KAT-TUN is One Drop!
it's the theme song for a wine drama , Kami no Shizuku, by Kame.
will watch it after Rescue!:)



gosh!
all of them become really shuai!
Jin! Kame! Junno!
in love with KAT-TUN now!

emaths paper 1 is tmr.
its the last paper.
and i have no drive in studying on.



Everything's the same.
We are back to square one.

My tears drop unknowingly

眼泪现在不需要理由的滑落，因为我再也找不到快乐的理由...


many things happened at home once again.
my tablet was confiscated
and i am using my desktop secretly now.
screwed my papers.
and i cant find the way out of all confusion.
tmr's bio and geog P1.


i am starting to hate myself...

okay, i am just back from my english tuition.
have nt revised for my upcoming mids as well.
tmr is chem paper.
and i have a feeling tt i am screwing tt up too!:(

had Amath paper 2 and history paper on friday.
Amath was tougher than expected.
i think i lost damn a lot of marks already:X
lotsa stuff is not tested in paper 2 and i hoping tt paper 1 wont be a killer.
history was equally bad.
i chose cold war for SEQ, and i crapped a lot just to finish it up.

should study chem paper lerhz!:(
its terrible to have mids after the june hols.
it is certainly a big mistake:X

Tag Replies
Serena: updated lerhz! :) and if you got prob in chinese, i would try my very best to help you:) and i agree that the lyrics of 交换日记 is written really well.

Amanda: let's screw tgt bahs! but i cant even finish the paper... i think i am more screwed than you bahs:(

Pling: okay okay! i am proud of you le larh:) continue to support ur SJ bahs!:) you shld have bought more "expensive" albums long ago to give ur support!

going to study history in a while.
so this post should be rather short.

went back to school to take Emath Paper 2 and Physical Geog Mids.
okay.
i think i seriously screwed up both papers:X
everyone finished their geog, but i did not:(
and my LORMs are like crap.
totally felt that my time is wasted on studying geog lerhz:(

just finished watching Atashinchi no Danshi!
the ending is brilliant! :)
LOVE IT!

Sho and Chisato really love each other.
just that they did not get tgt though:(

also finished watching FIRST KISS few days ago!;)
another nice jdrama!
at first, i thought it was just so-so, but as i watched, it gets nicer and nicer:)
and Dr. Yuki and Mio is so cute tgt!

ciao!

the H1N1 results are out.
we ARE NOT getting our extra one week extension of holidays:(
this is bad, like really bad.
an extra week is very useful for ppl like me who needs to chiong her homework and revision!

went to JE Library with Chyeling today.
went there before 10 and it was already filled with like 20-30 ppl, standing infont of the door.
it totally looks like the scenes in dramas whereby all the "oba-sangs" will be very kiasu outside the supermarket door, waiting to chiong in to grab the supermarket's greatest deal.
i was amazed by the scene, like seriously.

got our seats pretty soon.
started studying geog while listening to songs!;)
met lotsa crescentians in JE.
everyone chiong-ing to study~!

both of us studied really hard, silently.
it was also very coincidental wherby both of us listened to the same song when we are studying despite not telling the other party to do so.
and the song is 张芸京-你飞吧 !!!
i love this song now after listening to upteen times to 黑裙子and 让我照顾你!
personal favourite now!:)

there are also times when our minds get really saturated with work.
so we watch a few vids to relax a bit.
we watched 恋のABO by NEWS and One Drop by KAT-TUN!
both are nice MVs!!!

times flies and it was around 5 plus when we left the library to cd-rama before heading back home tgt!

we were like searching through the various albums when chyeling found sth.
to us, both shocking.
she found NEWS 恋のABO singles lying on the racks, hiding behind some unknown jpop singer.
both of us got really high!
we totally did not expect cd-rama would bring in their newest singles!!!

the best part is that it is not expensive:)
its like only 15.90!
which includes 3 songs and video clips from their Winter Diamond Party in Tokyo Dome.
immediately, we bought the albums!
we are really curious to find wad the lyricsbook looks like, so we started unwrapping the albums on the way back home.

the pictures looked awesome~
and it is really sweeeet of them to put the chinese version and romaji lyrics.
the previous album, pacific, did not have the romanji version lor:(
really satisfied with our find:)
bus-ed home really happy!

watching the videos now!
some of them are really cute.
its just a pity that all the clips are not subbed:(
so i dunno what are they talking:X
loading the subbed version on youtube now.

oh mans, this is actually the 3rd post for today!
bye ppl!
YAMAPI STILL LOOKS CUTE WITH HIS SLIGHTLY WIERD HAIRSTYLE:)

Tag Replies:
Amanda: 让我照顾你 is definitely nice! but you should re-listen 你飞吧 instead! It is awesome!

I have been repeatedly playing Lollipop's new album, 我是传奇:)
I am quite satisfied with this album as it is no longer those cute cute songs.
It is much more mature and the best part is that there are lots of slow love songs this time round:)
I have also found out that most of the songs are being composed by lollipop! :)

Overall ratings: 9/10

1. 我是传奇
this is their 第一波主打!
when i listened the first time, i did not really like it.
but after repeat playing, i love this song:)
the chorus is also easy to remember!
the MV was like totally awesome!!!!!!

2. 夏日恋爱
it is about summer love.
not bad.
with much vibrant in it!
its just like the sequel of 夏日初体验.

3. 综艺咖
okay, this is a song written by aoquan.
it is a very cute song.
but it does not really interest me.

4. 说说
OMG OMG OMG!
this song is totally the best when i first heard their album!
my current favourite!
both the lyrics and music is by WangZi!
wangzi started off really nice:)
i feel that the lyrics is really nicely written.
i personally love the following lines:

"下課鐘聲回蕩耳邊　沉沒夕陽倒映我臉
互傳紙條的那畫面　消失斑斕光線

秋天氣息感染樹葉　泛黃照片還放桌前
操場上的那些麻雀　隨楓葉紛飛

我們曾經說好的幸福永遠　一直藏在書包的拉鏈
多麼希望回到那年　我們寫的詩篇"

and when wangzi ended off with, 謝謝你曾經陪著我　說著我們幸福　的經過.

5. 交换日记
it is a solo song by xiao yu!:)
as expected, it is also a nice song done by xiao yu!
compared to 说说, 交换日记 this song seems to be a little more sad.
"桌上那本泛黃日記　是曾經的回憶
第一頁寫滿幸福約定　屬於彼此的甜蜜"

"為何我們之前有阻礙　幸福結果不夠圓滿
放手是妳給我的答案"

6. Loga Loga
THIS IS A SOLO SONG BY WEILIAN!
oh mans, i was like totally shocked!!!
weilian is actually getting a solo!!!
the song is cute in between when ah wei's voice appeared!
he was like 你們兩個 請叫我 愛的鋼琴手還有 廖威廉 有我在的一天 你休想獨立SOLO一首歌 哈哈哈..."
hehe:P
i think its not bad.
just that it may not be that kind of song that i would listen like 24/7
*apologies to weilian fans*

7. 冲破封锁线
it is more like a rock song.
not bad!
if it was to shoot into a MV, i think it will also be really shuai bahs!!!

8. 少了你的房间
as the name suggests, it is another sad love song.
it has a little different from 交换日记.
perhaps because it is not just a solo song, the harmonizing part by lollipop was done nicely!
love love!!!

9. 吵闹的沉默
ANOTHER FAVOURITE!!!
i think it is like talking a bit like when couples 冷战 and finally they found out that the love between them subsides gradually.
i love the lyrics!
very meaningful!

"我很害怕這最吵鬧的沉默　會觸動了你和我　最難過和孤單的時候
多年以後　該不該說出口　那短暫的等候　其實留下傷口"
and this part "天橋上的情侶看似溫柔甜蜜 其實那份熱情早已經隨淚痕漸漸抹去"
awww!
so bittersweet:)

10. One Way
this song is also nicee!:)
it is not as fast as 我是传奇!
neither as slow as the other love songs in the album.
it has a special feel to it!
i love this too!

(songs bold in red means that it is a "die-die also must listen!" )

hope everyone can spend time listening to their new album:)

FINALLY FINISHED EDITING MY NEW BLOGSKIN!
i have changed a new blogskin and added much more things to it:)
actually i wanted to put music, but always only 30 secs.
so damn fed up lerhz, so put up the link of it instead:X

its like so fast past 12 lerhz!!!
oh mans.
exams are really like few days away!
and i am srsly not prepared:(

Tag Replies:
Pling: will think of u constantly:)
Serena: continue popping by! changed a new blogskin, comment!
Amanda: wow! u tagged 5 tags at a go! and i totally agree that 破天荒 is cute, 让我照顾你 is sweet and touching! AND I STILL FEEL THAT JING IS BETTER THAN M!!!

had been sick for the past few days.
high fever, cough and flu, all in one.
so sry peeps if i dun reply ur msg or ignore u on msn (despite i am "on9")

getting better, thus here blogging.
just tried very hard to do my amath hw.
left with like around 20 questions! (out of the 80 qns given)
did 3/4 lerhz! will chiong the rest after blogging.

actually wanted to blog abt this pretty long ago.
its that i found a new love:)
that is JING! 张芸京!!!
she's super duper cute!
and her voice is just amazing!
love her love her!!!
watched some of her related vids previously.
really amazing voiceeeeee~!

during her competition, she sang impressively well! :)
desptite she was being 淘汰 out once!!! :(
thank god there was the revival round to pull her back!

and after 破天荒 is released, i love all her songs in it! :)
i am currently in love with her 让我照顾你!

[many of jing's fans will find it ridiculous as all this thingy is like 1000 yrs ago kind of thing, but this is b'cos i am newbie of being jing's fan! i only start to notice her when she released her album, especially when i heard 黑裙子!]

nxt up, its that i finally watched LOLLIPOP's newest MV-我的传奇!
it is one of the songs in their upcoming album that is already released.
and they are definitely having their asia tour concert! :)

however, i did not pre-order this time round for 3 simple reasons.
1. NO MONEY!
2. I think they are coming to SG to have their auto session, so dun think need to pre-order the auto version. (i am hoping that they are coming after my Os!)
3. cd-shops are selling their albums at a relatively cheaper price than those on blogshops.

This MV's not bad!
really unique with all the space kind of effect.
looking forward to their new album in SG, and i will buy to support! :)
(you see, i am still a loyal fan of bbt! :) )

okay!
ciao people! :)
wanna finish up my 20 qns asap!!!!!!

hehe!
it is like 15 mins b4 my bio tuition.
but nvm, still, i shall blog!

actually these few days, have been hooked up to 2 jdramas!
one of them is Atashinchi no Danshi and the other is Mei-chan no Shitsuji.

BOTH DRAMAS ARE FANTASTIC!



Atashinchi no Danshi!

i love how Maki acts! :)
its quite interesting to see Maki to be a mother of 6!
the more i think some of them are older than her larh!
it's interesting!
and Chisato and Sho, this pair is getting exciting! :)



Mei-chan no Shitsuji!

after watching Mei-chan, i feel like having a butler too!
just too bad that i am not a daughter of a rich family!
and i love the last ep! :)

ciao!
i think my tuition teacher is coming...

today went to sch for lessons for only 1 hr on Amath.
went home.
slacked. for the whole of 1st week larh! :(
totally do not have the urge to study leh.
i am supposed to study bio now but cant study leh:(

dating back this week...

4th June '09
yeps. MX's bdae.
the long awaited day.
the 7 of us (MX, chel, SJ, jy, pling, mandy, me) went to kbox to celebrate her bdae! :D
i sang loads and loads of songs!
the whole day was just damn exciting!
when we played truth or dare.
and of course pling's SPECIAL present to MX.
it's really really special...
totally enjoyed kbox-ing! :)
we took these 2 pics outside the kbox with eugenia's instax! :)



6th June ‘09
Chyeling’s bdae eve.
This is like 2 bdae’s in a week.
Celebrated her bdae at Swensens in PS.
Ate loads of food of course!

Wanted to catch a movie.
But thr’s nth much to watch.
Or one can put tt thr’s nth much tt we can and want to watch.

Trained back tgt and stopped at the coffee shop infront of my hse to take instax and have a drink.



HOPE MINGXUAN & CHYELING HAD A WONDERFUL SWEET 16!

Equality is never in my dictionary.

Equality is never in my dictionary. cos i am a living example.

---quoted by NA WEN LIN

I don't believe that there's equality between boys and girls.
i still strongly believe that guys are still having priority over girls at a typical chinese family.
cos i am a living example.

i seriously did not want to blog about this and wanted to blog all the happy and interesting things that happen today in school and outside school.
but this thing is burning within me.

every single time when he makes mistake, he was let off lightly.

every single time, when we are quarreling, i will be the one that have to give way.

every single time, when i am wronged, i never had a chance of defending myself cos he will just use his bloody tears to get off easily.

every single time, when he gets good results, you all seemed to be worshiped like a god but for me, it seems to be like "i thought you could even better than this?! Go and study now."

every single time, he makes a minor contribution to the family, all of you praised him till i see a red carpet waiting before him.

every single time, when he was only having a slight fever or cough, all of you would be like so anxious and worried.
but when the same situation happened to me, it was like nothing, not even a word of concern. i think even my cadets can console me better than you do during firedrill.


for whatever i do, be it right or wrong, i will always be the one getting scolded.
for the slightest and small contributions i made to the family, i was never recognized.

Is that what you call equality?
Is that what you call an equal share of love?

This time round, the ice-cream and loud music method doesn't even seemed to work.
i seriously need to find new ways to chill.

"To us the only freedom is dating; the final choice is up to our parents.

--- So Yi Jung, Boys Over Flowers

went school today.
it turns out that quite a number of HCL students nvr attend school ytd.
hehe:)
and apparently i am one of them.
and shi jia did not go school today! :(
all of us sort of guessed that she ponned.
then i asked her the reason. and she said that she went to pray.
geesh. i totally did not expect that answer, totally.

as usual, huiyan played songs thru her tpc...
then we started chit-chatting and eugenia & i introduced huiyan a cantonese song.
its actually 好心分手.
its really nicee! :)

after tt, we started discussing about old songs.
we even watched MVs by 小虎队 and Aaron Kwok.
its damn hilarious when they had all the old-school dance moves.

time past really fast.
then had a bit of amath.
then lessons were over! :)

went to TA with MX to get my freaking charger fixed.
i wanted to get both my batteries replaced at first.
but it was like chipped.
so the person was like telling me "Sorry, we cant change that."
then i was like a bit pissed.

i was like telling him that both my batteries can only stand for 5 mins??
and my charger cant charged?!
am i supposed to threw my tablet to the drain?!?

then in the end, after longggggg period (those who have been to the TA, would totally understand what am i talking about. like seriously.)
the fujitsu guy finally said that he will get my charger replaced.
thank goodness.

MX and i head for home.
and we were surprised to see amanda still arnd at the bus-stop as class ended like and hr ago.
then on the way back, as usual, amanda and i were totally competing abt my KIM BUM and her sung min.
we get MX to choose and of course, she chose my beloved KIM BUM!!!
hehe:)

amanda, i think the challenge of our idol is like "infinity V.S. 1" !!!
(and of course my KIM BUM is the one that is infinity. and i have totally no offence to all the super junior fans out there. just in case i would be dead the nxt morning after this post is published.)

we continued to fan-girl throughout our train journey.
three of us were laughing really hard when i told them that 模范7棒's new grp name is 超克7 (Choc7)!
i actually like them & will support them.
its just that their name is too wierd. :(
we even came out with like mar-shi-me-lu-8, etc.

get home.
slacked.
decided to read fanfic! :D
of course read my SoEulmates' fanfic larh.
it's really nice and touching.
link:
A Second Shot At Love

okies.
shall end now.
just remembered that i actually got a geog test on friday upon reminder by shi jia.
and i have to do my chinese homework.
ciao!

Stalight tears

i will be waiting for you.
eventhough these tears of pain will never fade away...

did not attend sch today.
sick.tired.lifeless.

did a little bit hw.
here and there.
then went to facebook to do quizzes.

you let me realise that love is like a lie.
but i find it hard to let it go...

APPRECIATION!

it has been a while since i used wretch.
and i have decided to come back to blogger for a change.

IT WAS STEP-DOWN PARTY TODAY!
hehe:)
thanks squadmates, sec 3s, sec 2s and last but not least, my cutest sec 1s!!!

I LOVE ALL THE PREZZIES!

will post a more detailed post on this step-down party when all the pics are ready! :)
i have enjoyed myself in this party!
it is really memorable!

lurbbs all of you!
*muacks*